fengru:D

2008-03-15T11:25:00.002+08:00

I shall stop blogging here for a while now.
suddenly feel all grown up and there is much more to my life than what's happening to the general eye.
no doubt i'd like to keep a nice log of my hectic uni life, but there is too much feelings entwined in it for me to just tell what's happening.
I still write, i just dont want too much of me known to the public..
so it's tata to this space for a while.
until i feel less constricted by my own life.
i am loving uni anyway, dont get me wrong.
just that the feelings i am experiencing are too deep and i dont want them lost in time just because i dont want to write it down here.
so.. yeah.
for a while. just for a while.
there's facebook anyway :):)

2008-02-15T10:48:00.001+08:00

OH MY GOD.
you just raised my moral threshold.
but i still love you.

2008-02-12T17:44:00.000+08:00

The voice booms,
Drones on and on.
Ethics, conscience, moral blah blah.
For 2 hours he goes on aberrant rah rah.

Intent Faces,
behind panes of liquid crystals,
Click clack tap,
Fingers twittering, dancing.

panes minimised,
eyes dart anxiously.
suddenly all attention focused,
why? the figure looms.

lol

2008-01-29T19:54:00.000+08:00

this is damn gao wei.
one leech,
one lecher.
bleh!

2008-01-29T19:52:00.000+08:00

effing meeting now..
when all the party's gg on at the concourse below..
sian.
twas darn fun yest :D
had 2 beers :):) (one stolen from samba pple)
hee.
it's patron's day and there's like free food and drinks!
morn was ooad..
cant stand it..
like what's the point of memorising things that can be copeid and pasted online!?
ponned most of CT in the afternoon (expt for half an hour to hand in my ideas journal)
there was this KIA picanto challenge..
hahaa..
SMUX and SIS tog formed a grp..
for the heats we managed to squeeze 27 pple into the kancil..
thpought we confirm chop plus chop win alr since we beat previous highest score of 26...
hahaa.. but for the finals we did like 28 pple.. which was still short of the 29 by another team..
still darn proud of ourselves :D
28 pple in a kia picanto!!!
whoohoo..
and there was tug o war where smux lost all of the wars except for one against dragonboat :):)
hahaa..
sis tugowar team is damn zai though..
they won ALL of the matches cos there's richard and this giant i've never met before :D
wish everyday's patron's day :):)
whoohoo <3 SMUX!

2008-01-28T21:12:00.000+08:00

2008-01-26T13:49:00.000+08:00

thurs night was dear puiser's pagaent..
(for pics pls refer to facebook.)
ck and ryan came to ilab in the evening to drop their stuff then we went to town to collect my phone and dinner w karr..
reached mos just in time to see ps anws her last qn..
she's easily the prettiest and most popular person in the pagaent:D
so proud of her and miao miao.. my 2 prettiest friends!
ck got sabo-ed by us to take part in some beer drinking contest
after tt we hung ard mos..
effing place on a thurs was darn boring and quiet..
went off to find richard and his friends at 7eleven next to brewerkz..
hahaa.. idiot intro-ed us to this beer called damburger..
played never had i ever (yes aganin.)
so on top of our free drink (mine was cranberry vodka),
we were all in nirvana by the time we warmed up.. (okayy.. just me and perhaps ck)
hahaa.. this was the first timei got so whoohoo..
normally i'll skip getting high and just die.
after tt i vaguely remb someone trying to give me a fireman lift but i was wriggly and perhaps too heavy :P
hahaa.. went back to mos to continue boring ourselves, then decided to return to smu..
we snuggled happy in a gsr and richard came to join us after he got bored w gotham and zouk.
hahaaa.. initially told him we had some johnnie walker(ck brought)
but by the time he came we were all down and out.
(us meaning karr, ck, ryan, ck's rolling stones friend and me)
omg the next day was all floaty for me..
like i was drifting ard..
i was so high i dint even sleep in any lessons lol.
and was so stressed abt the P&P after my stats lesson i called mum to ask her how..
i paid the 50bucks alr..
but i have sosososoooo much work to do arl..
last week mok emailed 10 pple out of 2 classes to ask them to come for consltatn sld they need help..
im one of them :(:(
mum was so nice she said i could dont go..
i was so touched lahh..
now due to my moment's folly i wasted 50bucks, let john kuah/goh, farid adrain down :(:(
shall stop being geh kiang and sign up for everything..
had gravical after lessons..
my team SMUXIE (wtf what kind of name is that!?) consisted of me, nelly, leonarr and sam..
hahaa.. i was so tired (and intoxicated) i really really had no strength (OKAYY.. and too heavy)
couldnt climb past the third panel..
so proud of xj and lynny's lousy grp.. they got 3rd!!:D
won themselves some 200buck taka voucher and a medal *jealous*
hahaa.. i think the 2 random boys in their grp are too zai alr..
the jersey for the event is damn nice:D
at 7pm was internal elections for the skating team..
yayy! i got to do marketing..
no one wanted to do finance and linxin took it up..
she looked pretty upset abt it..
but she's so nice she sacrificed for the good of all mankind..
7.30 i went to chemerong briefing..
my grp's grp 3..
such a fun fun grp:D
got me, lynn, xj, xj's gravical team zai boy, jj, yuezhi and some other zh tiongs..
<3 <3 the grouping *beams*
defied xj's commands and went for night urban anyways..
skated for 3 hours till 11.30....
went to esplanade to find the rest..
they were so happy to see me (ok. it's a utilitarian thing. they wanted my cam)
ohohhh.. and before i forgot, weiyang stepped on my camera earlier in the afternoon and there's this slight crack at the shutter..
my god.
lucky it's just the casing thing..
maybe i'll go fix it after chemerong..
back to the day..
we skated to clarke quay, chinatown, cbd..
fell down on a slope at esplanade cos there's this bump on the drain..
now my elbow's all bruised..
i dont bruise easily..
so if i get any, it's pretty bad.
hurts like shit and all swollen :(:(
skating's so fun crappg w weekee..
ahaaa.. talking in some cheena accent w him all the way, annoying the shit out of everyone..
miss talking indian to the nims suddenly..
really really enjoy skating! <3 <3

2008-01-21T22:49:00.000+08:00

phew..
im so glad i got rid of the past 3 weeks blogging chore..
now i can update everyone abt my happening life first hand.
saw whoohoo in the morn.. made me feel like i was floating the whole day :D
im really really happy today..
im smiling like an idiot the whole day lahh..
had ooad test in the morn..
the profs are damn smart..
like they have multiple papers so those adjacent to you have diff anws..
nvm abt that..
after the lesson was meetg w mon and bryan for the ooad proj..
i offered to do more cos im like so much freer this week..
followed was aar for the skating clinic w xuanyi, huixin, jesicca and terence..
lunch after that w lynn, tery lim and richard
(yes i know. lonnggg loooonnnnnnnggggggg day.)
CT today was funfunfun!
went to SAM to look at some art pieces..
articles were not as cool as those i saw w karen in j2..
when we got back to class we were to paint/draw anything we want..
was really interesting to see what great master-pieces the class could produce in a 45min period..
after class terence convinced me to go for the standup comedy by hossen leong at ice cold beer..
was really really glad i went..
hossen's really hiliarious (qt unexpected for singaporean humour)
the company's great
and best of all was free beer:):)

lol. hossen's joke was like poor arroyo's alr so short still must stand next to lee hsien long :P
looks familiar? :D

really really happy :D

2008-01-09T10:02:00.000+08:00

omg i havent blogged for so long i have to start from like LAST year :S
starting with SIE which became NIE 29-30 dec 07
it was so fun lahh..
before we set off everyone were in such high spirits..
john lent me his cool waterproof camera bag..
too bad the focus was all wrong you still have to take out the camera to take a picture..
if you see all the photos nelly is always dmn happy one..
her partner geeyong is like some damn zai kayaker..
we had some logs initially and nelly only had to hold the lousy box..
lazy shit. hahaa
but anyways the whole trip was real relaxing.. like retirement.
like the whole focus was on moving forward.
just left right left right..
no other distractions/woes.
my buddy is this year 3 sosci guy junjie..
ha
ha.. jj is damn nice..
halfway thru near pasir ris i was like dead beat..
he was like you rest a longer while..
like such short rests will only make you more tired/pain.
my muscles were like burning lahh..
like i think i can do 10 pull-ups alr..
and he's like always screaming lame things to egg everyone on..
everyone is uber turned on by the rain..
like we'd paddle super fast when there's rain.
so funn!

okayy..
i have no more energy to update the world abt the past..
this is it.
a short snappy preview of the past 3 weeks.
new year at vince's place..
for which we were all damn high and rolling ard the house wreaking havoc.
hoo.. sorry buddy :P
ps poured AOsept into her eyes and wailed like a baby till we realised she's not just being emo..
on the 3rd was awesomos outing..
ok..
just me, hj kenuf and priya..
only one word summarises it all..
BORING.
boring lunch
boring micheal clayton show (ok. maybe its just us being shallow)
boring dinner
whatever.
on the 5th was laser tag in sch org by leo..
was whoohoooooooooo!
hahaa..
felt like arnold swazwarneggar!!
leo's old jobless friends were damn pro..
they were like 4 against 8 of us and we still lost -__-
12-13 xj and i and some other smux pple went to cemerong waterfalls for a recee..
okayy..
technically xj dint go..
she went to some other lame little waterfall w luk and myra and john goh..
the rest of us.. (namely me, leo, and all the ao tai na pple) went to chemorong..
it was a pretty quiet recee..
only w the weird guy making weird comments..
i prefer the peace anyways..
just me and nature trying to check each other out..
and you know what!
i was bitten by a effing leech!
omgomg..
i was so traumatised to find the brown squishy thing on my right ankle i ripped it out..
sick sick sick..
anw it was a bad move..
its straw-like sucker thing was still stuck under my skin so it'd bleed for hours..
made a mess on my sandals..
virgin bite :S

last week was all busy w skating clinic and the lame arts fest performance..
during the performance we had to shake and hammer metal plates..
haven't seen the videos but it's supposed to be artsy fartsy..
it's darn funny nelly was telling everyone on the thurs practise:
haha.. we had 3 dry runs today and each of them was a diff experience.
apt. apt. artsy pple are just so err.. random and abstract i dont think they have an ounce of structure in them.
skating clinic yest was UBRER fun too:):)
can see xj and richard were uber enjoying themselves:):)
that lynn harr..
hahaa..
she's like a hippo on stilts..
so proud of the former two, they even conquered the slope with a weird ice cream stick art thingy in the middle of it..
after tt was laser tag..
this time was even more fun than the last...
there were so many more snipers just hhiding ard you had to be uber careful..
laser tag is really hitting off well in smu..
like there were 30 pple yest when only 20 guns were available..
even when this is inlegit!!
went drinking w xj, lynn, john goh, leo and terence..
dinner was whoohoo!!
ate a whole pork rib by myself..
really really love the company too..
although richard did spoil it abit by bringing 10 girls and some effing freeloading angmohs along..
thank god they dint really join us..
played stupid games like i have never ever and shoot shag married.
leo shot me.
i was pretty upset.. like wtf how could he have shot me!?
starting whining and whining till brewerks closed.
like that was pretty undiplomatic (what he and i did).
whatever lahh.

anyway play aside..
i think im really gna screw this term's gpa..
im like totally un-studious compared to last term..
things are going at such a fast pace everyday that i think of yesterday's events as eons ago..
im not exxagerating..
quite a waste actually..
would love to savour each experience to the fullest..
these days it's like eating 7cakes at one shot.
you really dont get to fully enjoy each one..
oh wells..
carpe diem.

2007-12-26T22:50:00.000+08:00

this is really an eventful christmas..
literally..
3 parties, 1 skating outing and another new year party to come:):)

first party was the smux trekking party at Jaq's house last thurs..
the house's really pretty and there's this rooftop were pple could suntan naked on top of the roof :D
hahaa..
poor jaq basically had to prep, bbq and clean up..
the place's actually her bro's,
and had to tahan pple going thru his clothes commenting on his taste/sense of style etc..
my gowd..
i would really hate to host parties..
gossiped and jibed at lynn's excellent taste for men (actually MAN :weibin)
hahahaa..
played some lame guessing/face stuffing game luk came up with..
anw that boy was so drunk he couldnt even talk properly..
in the end our grp came back up from the last because john was a good drinker/eater..
yayy!
and leonard brought this $16 fugly teeny weeny of a christmas tree, citing it as our christmas deco..
presents exchange was cool:D
budget was 5-10 dollars..
i bought a cute keychain for $5 and got back a bodyshop gift pack which i supposed cost more.. yayy! (alth im sure karr would beg to differ :))
hahaa.. cheapo lynn even worse..
bought a fugly prawn keychain and bagged it w a bunch of marshmallows..
poor boy who received it dint look overjoyed..

second party was at leo's hse..
xj, lyann another boy and i went tog..
it was so funny it was raining and leo refused to come pick us up (okok.. we dint ask)
but point is;
we saw him drive out to pick yz up when we were approaching
his house!!
hahaa..
poor boy bacame the brunt of much gossip that night..

the tonight w leotard gang are so anti-social hahaa..
we went late, dint bring presents for exchange and went up to his house almost right after arrival..
hahaa..
we ransacked his place and found..
guess what..
a pack of condoms!!
hahaaa.
too bad it wasnt opened..
but maybe it was in preparation for yz..
ok..
enough jibing at them..
his house's pretty small..
his room is even sadder..
i think my storeroom's bigger..
what's funniest is that his maid's room is bigger and houses a tv..
tragic rightt..
we scoured his computer for more scaldals and only found a boob..
he keeps his stuff well hidden :E
went thru some of his family photos..
they photoshopped his face well :D
returned downstairs to mingle and tried to socialise..
there was no more food so we ordered pizza..
im was so hungry that time i wanted to finish the whole thing but paiseh so just took 2..

played some game org by huixin which has rule no one understands and prizes no one knows of..
hahaa..
was pretty enjoyable just indulging in the christmas cheer and supurb company all the same :D

at night was wii ping pong w some boy i dont know..
hahaa..
it's not the same as feeling the ball scrape pass your bat..
whooo.. miss ping pong damn alot..
ping pong in smu lacks the fun of the cool ping pongers :(:(
anyways..
we spent the rest of the night in tonight w leo again (what else!)
hahaa..
leo: i've never had so many girls on my bed before!
okayy. lucky guy.
breakfast was agn catered by leo.. (yayy!)
would you like sausage mcmuffin or sausage mcmuffin?
what a GREAT variety!

third party was on th 23rd at grace's house..
hahaa..
reached the place to 4 door bitches who demanded we pay $20 before entry..
the entire party revolved ard one thing: the pple..
it was the first party which had no mahjong/cards..
plain gossip and cam whoring..

hangloon practically superimposed himself on every photo hahaa..
watched tv. gossip. eat..

hahaa..
but received news of mush gossip!!
hahaa..
i feel like a bitch these days, neither mahjong nor card games entice me anymore!
danny the poor bd boy had to bear some real bad bashing frm the guys (minus shaun and weekee hahaa..)

skating the next day started at 10.30 all thanks to DEAR nelly..
supposed to meet at 9.30 but this little queen came LATE.
yz, nelly, weekee and i skated from smu all the way to kallang stadium to east coast park..

it was so reminiscent of the agonising marathon..
lunched at 12 at ecp foodcourt..
hahaa.. weekee bought so much food there was not enough space for us to sit..

i drank 2 cans of coke which is = 20teaspoons of sugar..
v soon i'll appear on tv to appeal to the public to dial 1900-112-6868..
met the rest after lunch and skated all the way to nsrcc..

whoohoo..
it's like halfway round s=our sunny island!!
hope i lost that 20 tsp of sugar :):)
i <3 SMUX!!

cant wait for the friendless gits partehh!!

2007-12-21T15:51:00.000+08:00

i went stong eventually..
okayy.. technically no, but erm.. figuritively..
okayy.. start w thurs stomachache..
it was so painful i dint even go smu to get the logs..
(grrr... and cos of that leo lost everything!!!)
it was so dehydrating/draining i couldnt even walk and went home to get a jab..
felt good enough to go stong the next day :):)
met in the afternoon with everyone and bought groceries for the trek..
speghetti lunches. trail mixes.. the norm yup yup..
made our way to jb city square by 4plus and ate macs..
joy for the boys who got to eat fried chicken..
my grp was cool..
got xue jiao, leo and his chinese wife yue zi and a few other pple..
love them to bits..
the erm.. trek was fun only because of them..
our train was scheduled at 7.15 but only came at 8.30..
oh joy. the unbeatable efficiency of ktm..
squatted at the cramped train station for 2 hours felt like a refugee..

my gwod..
finally when the train came it turned out to be pretty cool :):)

we had our own bunk beds and stuff..
toilet scared me to eff as usual..
i HATE plane/bus/train toilets..
they are loud, cramped, dirty and scary..
esp the loud part..
does it really take so much noise to flush a lousy potty?
anyways..
we chatted/bridged/tai teed the entire night..
had tonight w leotard..
hahahhaaa..
it's damn funny knowing everyone's secret boy/girl fetishes and deep dark secrets..
prerequisite to enter the talkshow?
telling everyone if ure a virgin.
wtf rightt..
so afkafkafk...
seriously dint know ppple in uni are still so kiddo and silly..
at12.30am the train stopped.

aterm.. some ulu place w the prata shop opp just closed..
it was too flooded up front and we cant go on..
3 options;
-go to kl and r&r
-return to singapore
-detour to kl then take a bus further up and train agian to dabong..
weighing present flooding conditions and our way-behind-time-schedule, we settled on the first.
funny how that morning's papers showed kids carrying books above their head escaping from the kelantan area to higher ground (reports of croc attacks too!)..
i was reasoning w everyone since we were going to trek UP a mt, it shouldnt really matter.. but oh wells..
the train cant even reach dabong to start with..
not to mention the wonderful efficiency of ktm why should we effing trust them..
so off to kl we went..
reached the city i just came back from 3 days ago..
sian..
ate some wanton mee from a stall and made our way to city square..

some org comm pple were real nice they allowed us to gather all the bags at starbucks and they bag-sit while we could walk/shop ard..
at was like 11am so we went to get movie tics for andy lau's warlord..
bummed at borders for an hour..
reading touching stuff like this and screwing myself up..

warlords was pretty good.. real sadistic evryone died..

i likeeee :D
after that we could finally check into our room in citysquare hotel..
it's pretty decent alth still at dirty compared to crown plaza 3 days ago *reminiscent*
hahaa.. it was like sth out of a horror movie.. 25 plus pple in one hotel room.. my god.

it took us all 2 hour plus to shower..
thank god there was a shower and another bath so i had to share the loo w nelly..
lucky lass :E
dinner was crab at petaling street..

food was mediocre but the company was top grade:):)
we walked ard after dinner..
yue zhi, xue jiao, nelly and (non-virgin boy) feng yun..
hahahaaa.. saw a rat the size of a cat at central market (EWWWWW!!)

supper was more junk- ramlee, clams..
gosh.. if werent for my upset stomach i'd have loved to try some..

at night back at the room was more tonight with leonard (yes again!)
the next day i have no friggin idea why, everyone woke up at 8.
to find yue zhi gone.
hahaa..
reckon she went klcc cos she mentioned abt wanting to queue up the morn to get ont of the 1400 tics to the linking bridge..
leo and luke panicked and rushed out in search for the girl..
the rest of us got out to grab breakfast at the same little stalls yest..

ate abit of dim sum and curry noodles..
after that we returned to city square and packed up..
dispersed for our own activities..
some went for another movie (i am legend) and others went shopping..
leo, yz, lynn and me decided to go sightseeing..
(with uber enthusiasm from yz since it's her first trip to malaysia)
haha.. and yes.. they found her..
took the lightrail to the istana first..
got a little lost at the back of the istana and were quite miserable until we got a ride from a high and mighty *drum roll* colonel!! (what's that?)
he drove us to the front gate where we were obviously stuck outside and took a few pics w the horsie and his men..

then TRIED to walk to the national museum but it proved too far for us to take..
cabbed down and did the usual touristy stuff..

after that was to the ktm main office..
hahaa..
we climbed over the wall..

but the gate was open -.-
walked ard a little and returned to city square for kfc dinner..
gossiped, chatted, bitched from kfc till singapore..
hahaaa.
the bus was showing spiderman..
watched tv, dozed a little and more gossip all the way..
i <3 these pple!!

at night xj, yz and nelly came over to slumberparty..
hahaa.. laid out newspapers for them to put their filthy bags and they whined i was treating them like dogs..
logs collation the next day..
whoo hoo.. stong was fun :):)

2007-12-13T10:34:00.000+08:00

eatshopeatshopeatsleep-for 5 whole days. :):)

effing darn unlucky..
all these eating went fine till last night..
and back in singapore some more!
should be some lousy tomatoes..
now im shitting/puking non-stop.
sian. tmr how!

2007-12-03T10:43:00.000+08:00

what does it take to complete a marathon?
1 macademia subway cookie
0.5 hour sleep
lots of grit
a good pal.

WHOO HOO!! WE DID IT!!
omg.
finally we can strike off this item from our 100-things-to-do-before-i-die :):)
my gowd.
but this is sriously the most agonising 8.5 hours of my life..
so painful that tears keep threatening to fall.
HELLO! girl guides DONT run.
pingpongers DONT run.
couch potatoes DONT run.
I DONT run.
it's so painful it's like giving birth..
it's excruiciating.

went skating w the sakting pple on sat afternoon at east coast park..
skated 2 rounds to bedok jetty and back to macs..
hhaahaa.
was quite shagged alr..
met miao at 6pm and ate subway at ilab watching sunset so romantic:):)
blah blah blah..
sleepover w hafiz, shaun and philip and hafiz's boyfriend(first vic then him. tsktsk)
went to bed at 9.
mind you.
WENT TO BED.
but couldnt fall asleep..
ipod-ed, chatted, joked and mocked at our present excited state of mind..
all the way till 12..
finally we quieten down at 1am..
the guess who came?
mr effed-up-argued-with-wife-last-night new security guard
'ehh.. i know yall have a marathon tmr, but im sorry you have to leave this room now. yall can go sess if yall want. but you cannot stay here.'
ok.
VERY considerate.

nvm.. after tt we went to the cca rm..
at 3am..
some effing indian security guard called me..
effing CALLED my handphone to ask me to return the fan.
screamed : you are inhumane! to her pathetic little face.
oh wells..
slept for a nice half hour then whoohoo!
brushteeth.breakfast.change.rubpetroleumjelly.jumparoundinjitters.walktoesplanade..

there were throngs of pple..
was seriously visually stunning-the crowd..
like whoohoo..
look at this excited group.. like who's going to like faint halfway?
who's gna walk at the back with us?
gunstart.
maio, hafiz, his friend and i jogged tog for a while..
all seems well till 5km..
miao: can we start walking?
erm.. are you nuts? until 10km!
we did eventually..
at 7km.
my gowd..
hahahaaa..
walked from sunrise till midday sun..
best time for me was walking thru raffles place halfway thru the marathon after marina south..
the scene was really stunning..
rows of huge grey builings tower over the runners..
the morning breeze running thru the straggling joggers..
lines of drink stations at the side of the road..
spectacular spectacular.
at ard 24km miao and i were really in labour..
painful like shit..
at the left hand side at east coast park was a carpark and deep deep down in our hearts we are screaming let's go! wtf. we cant do this anymore!
hahaa.. pseudo bravery took over.
*&(^%$&^*&..
i tell you..
and all the pigs in front finished all the 100plus/heep heat/powergel and all we had left were bananas..
and it's not even funny.
i will NEVER set foot in east coast park agn if i can help it..
8.5 hours torture..
last 0.195 km was whoohoo..
all for this.

2007-11-27T23:41:00.000+08:00

william blake the second:D

the shadow of the fat bunny beckons..
the fat silouette covering the entire room..
boom boom..
it comes stomping.
a shriek.
and she cowers over his fragile frame.
sinking her teeth into the broken fugure,
she devours him.

she's frighteninger fright then scary movie. (ok. bad example.)

anw im damn :):)
wx is coming to run the marathon w me!!
whoohoo!
hahaa..
but this decision was made in an hour..
over damn funny circumstances..
me: so this sun you coming to support me?
wx: ok. what time you wake up?
me: erm.. ard 4. you wna go then cool? my mum can send us there!
wx: shit. so early? ok i go. then i curl up at a nice starbucks w a book then greet you when ure done.
me: no! you have to run and shout support at the side along the way! i help you design my poster and buy pom poms for you.
wx: no! crazy! then i might as well run w you!
me: why not!
wx: but im not prepared!
me: neither am i!.. nvm. behind got fat pple one..

then i called hj to ask him if he wna sell his place to miao..
hahaa..
that conniving, cheating little rat is making his friend carry his chip and getting the shirt.
and he wants the shirt..
but he redeemed himself by getting us another cheating, conniving wannabe who turned back..
so now i have a partner!
someone to herd the entire run w me at the back :D

and i just remb..
karen wanted to go too..
im so sorry..
really dint think of it earlier..
and i havent heard of pple who paid but cant make it to the run.
so if possible next year we go tog okayy! :):)

2007-11-24T23:14:00.000+08:00

shit..
this little guy displaced me from google and yahoo top search result!
i need a laywer. NOW!

I know. im a self infatuated narcissist.
so shoot me.

2007-11-24T21:50:00.000+08:00

i've got a conscience.
okayy.. story goes like this..
i got an sms from this ad tag thing 2 weeks ago telline me i won sth..
i dint care much abt it and deleted the sms..
after that a woman called me and told me i won a hundred bucks and asked for my nric/add/full name blah blah..
was w my ltb grp then and i jumped out w joy to them..
they mocked me.
ha ha ha!
fengru!
you are damn gullible!
it's a scam lahh!
peter: if you get a single cent out of this i'll give you my entire fortune!
kenneth: next time i'll call you and ask for your nric then sell to some nigerian!
i got the last laugh.
i won that $100 bucks (and peter's entire fortune):D
collected the cheque tog w my marathon goodie bag and the levi's thing too at suntec.
and the conscience thing?
well i've decided to share my riches w my family:D (and karen! she gets a fry from macs)

okayy.. now to the levi's story.
there's this exchange an old pair of jeans for levi's signature thing for the first 25 pple..
there after, 100 pple will get $25 vouchers..
my gowd..
thank god it was not the only reason i went all the way to suntec..
jean said she wanted to go and i dont know what came over me..
actually woke up at the witching hour of 6am and went all the way to suntec to find a snaking queue in front of the store..
felt so lame sitting and listening to jingle bells/ im wishing for a white christmas ringing over and over again..
and ben gan's JOURNEY TO THE IT JUNGLE(jokebook) could not catch my attn too..
another day wasted.
then went to the ad tag thing..
i think im too pretty or sth..
the person kept asking me to take photo w the mascot..
the girl inside the mascot is cute :):)
ahem.. nope.. not GLB
then to the goodie bag collection..

*whistles*
all the macho men and macho-er women..
i think im the flabbiest thing there (ok. not. jean is there to displace me)
took the bag and scram..
to PULAU NAN HUA..
prob jean's future sch..
gosh..
it's like miles and miles away from clementi mrt..
jean: good practice for your marathon.
ok. thanks.
the school's not bad..
coincidentally it's open day..
EVERY student smiled at us when they walked pass..
sweet..
hahaa.. remb in sng we'd mock at the newbie KIDDOS..
one prob though..
they have to tie pleats to sch EVERYDAY..
mind you PLEATS.. PURAL FORM! that means 2. :D
too sweet for my mutant sister.
watched BeoWulf in the afternoon..
jean is so reatarded she's so happy at being able to sneak in to a NC16..

erm..
dont know what she's so happy abt..
it means she's prematurely OLD.
retarded child.

anyways.
allow me to talk abt the marathon (and my impending death)
it's annoying i know..
have been talking abt it non stop for the past month..
it's my blog anyway.. too bad if ure bored..
but it's the most exciting that's gna happen to me!!
42.195km!!
WAHHHHHHH!!!
yest i ran like <15km and i couldnt take it..
went home limping seeing stars/ feeling all giddy feet pain back pain and want to die super chui alr..
seriously.. i hope it's just cos of the afternoon sun..
got my jersey for the run w the goodie bag..
so proud of it..
shall get the finisher's tee shirt!
(but deep down im seriously doubting the plausibility of that happening)
they expect the last runner to come in at 1.30pm (7.5hrs after start off)
erm..
hahaa.. it'd be up to me to extend that!

oh oh..
and i got back my IS101 results :):)
let's just say i fared better than Mr Freeloader:D:D

2007-11-13T16:33:00.000+08:00

i am so effing fustrated..
i really starting to doubt whether this course is for me..
i mean i CANT.
i repeat.
I CANT. in the name of **** do a database even if you put me to damnnation.
ben gan's jokes put me off.
they are so pathetic i feel offended..
i mean you cant possibly tell me pathetics attempt at jokes like
'thin clients = clients with low calories' are funny..
i take it as an insult to my intelligence mann.
and i'll zonk out in his class..
then miss out in the erm..computer stuff..
shit. i dont even know i missed out..
the ONLY thing i learnt in is200 this entire 3 months was alice..
i mean even doing the website was dumb..
did up this blog afterall..
so i dint and WONT learn anything. period.
this is seriously so wrong.
i dont want to be some computer person when i get out to work.
for goodness sake! I WANT TO DO ADVERTISING!!
ARGH!
screw the world.

i cant wait for this terror of a week to end.
i want to go sit at some beach or reservoir to unwind and stone.
deepavali the guys came over for slumber party..
highlight for me was going to jalan kayu for prata supper and then d-touring to seletar to chill..
the wind was so whooHOO and calming..
was qt annoyed at having to leave..
but well.. if it's common consensus..
ANYWAYS.
i need to do that in full bloom next week.
just sit and feel alive.
first on the agenda now.
STAY ALIVE this week.

2007-11-06T16:50:00.000+08:00

sitting, pondering,
reflecting, mulling.
19 years of bumming,
without much of a calling.

shortcomings aplenty,
ripen fruits so lacking.
trust abhorred,
a weakness not to crave.

estrange
or embrace,
succumb to mediocrity,
or frolic in whimsical awry.

to what
become will be?
to what
become will be.

2007-11-04T02:08:00.000+08:00

i procrastinated yet another day away..
reflections still undone.
shall wake up a little earlier tmr to do them.
sort of finished my is200 website..
just mostly copied from over here..
(heyy it's not cheating okayy! i came up w this myself too!)
went skatg w the smu sk8ter galxx and boizzz..
oh mann.. im FINALLY catching on w uni life.
3 months. (see what i told you!)
skating gave me several bruises, cuts and muscle aches yest.
and cost me to get locked out.
hahaa.. mum was qt pissed i came home so late..
locked me out for like 10 mins.
and i paid for work and travel USA on thurs alr.
IM GG SEAWORLD in MAYY!!
:D
now to get socialising/make small talk for dummies.
new year resolution: STOP HAVING SO MUCH PROBLEMS ADJUSTING TO NEW ENVIRONMENTS!

another marather died today.
Top distance runner Ryan Shay dies during marathon Olympic trials
*shudders*

2007-10-30T17:00:00.000+08:00

we are learnning how to write java code now..
omg i tell you it's like greek to me.
im like so totally lost.
so lost that i fell asleep.
my god. im no geek. peroid.
no matter what you make me do im NOT gna understand what's html, what's http, what's proxy here proxy there..
yest was the end of ip2 horror..
im seriously not liking school v much.
it steals precious time from sleep and play.
oh mann im really gg stong in dec :D:D
so exciting!
we're gna walk, jump down waterfalls and get bitten by mosquitoes..
i hope i get a leech..
will bring it home and keep it as a pet.. Gary. *mao*
hahahaa.. feed my sister to it.. ooooo.. it'll grow BIG and FAT.
the attack of gary the giant leech..
lame..
im procrastinating again..
supposed to write a report of the challenges face by my ltb group..
do reflections one
prepare my speech for this fri
do reflections 2
prepare for case discussant tmr
prepare for case fasci 2 weeks later..
speaking of which MF is really annoying lorr..
yest before we handed up ip2 he kept asking me REPEATEDLY to edit his essay..
AND making everyone show him theirs.
my god.
does he know no shame?

on a lighter note,
im really gna die.
marathon's in 1 months time.
im gna get acute heart failure upon crossing the 15km mark due to over exertion.
my heart cannot pump beyond the fat lined walls and it'll just sieze up..
im gna fall on the ground and say ARGH! my heart!
then the paramedics will come and do the electric shock thing..
'charge up! in 5, 4, 3, 2, 1!' (boom!)
and they're gna tell my family, we did our best, she was a fighter, but her heart was too erm.. inactive.
bye cruel cruel world.
at least at get my sleep then.

2007-10-28T01:44:00.000+08:00

i really shouldnt be doing this.
ip 2 is screaming at me: get back to work!
but wtf. im bored with pretending to be a CIO.
yest (ok. technically 2 days ago) went for urban night skating w the smux pple..
real :):).

was qt fun.. and not that tiring..
most of my fatique prob came from skating at the concourse 3 hours prior to the urban..
and guess wht! i know how to do crazy alr :D *beams*
hahaa.. and i was so doubtful if i were to maximise the use of my skates initially when i bought them earlier this year..
im a sk8ter GALxx :D
there's this trek to some STONG place in msia in dec..
will most prob be gg..
omg. half my break will be gone if that trip materialises..
plus some java lesson thingy..
whoots.
gotta get back to ip2!

2007-10-24T23:20:00.000+08:00

follow up on mr freeloader (MF)..
me: you started ip2?
mf: no! you lehh?
me: i finished first qn
mf: ehh let me see!
me: no!
mf: different company anyway! just show me lahh!
me: you crazy? no!
mf: email to me! i see only.
me: no!(pretend to look away.)

tsk. i really hate him.

had a last min shopping outing w miao today.
im -20dollars as of now.
god. i really need a job. (heyy it rhymes!:D)
advantages of having a job:
1) i'll be more focused and spend less time stoning
2) i stay occupied at work/school = less time shopping
3) i have more $$ <3 <3
actually feel less angry now..
retail therapy always works wonders.

2007-10-22T18:44:00.000+08:00

im am effing upset.
shit man.
i have so much to say but it's just not diplomatic to do so.
well this is MY blog.
so wtf. I'll do it anyway.
to you whom i refer to at least you know how i feel.
may not be fair, but this is MY blog. It's my prerogative.
if you have anything to say, do so in your own blog.
i dont care.
im just too furious.
is101 has got 3 group projects.
the marks are allocated like this.
you get the mark of one other grp report and one of your own facilitation.
i did debate and got a report mark of 6.75 while the other 2 got 8.75.
so i get 6.75 + 8.75 while my grpmates get 8.75 + 8.75.
it's so effing unfair.
my dabate was the last presentation so my grpmates like dont really care cos they alr got their perfect marks.
we stayed over for the first two projects and worked our asses off..
for the debate they wer just like sure can one.. sure can one.
do only lorr!
on the day of the presentation one of them even had the cheek to come 1 hour late and when he finally arrived,
guess what?
he slept.
AHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhh!.
im really so effing pissed!
and to think i spent so much effing effort in the other 2 reports, editing the dismal pieces and put them together.
it really hurts when you put in so much effort and you dont reap what you sow.
i feel like crying.

2007-10-16T22:04:00.001+08:00

omg im so tired!
jogged 10km today and im alr dead beat.
marathon's just 7 weeks away and i can barely finish 10km!
my god.
so many marathoners dying recently..
will i be next.
choi!
im too tired to type alr.
bye!

2007-10-16T09:27:00.000+08:00

i just scratched my laptop:(
i dropped and scratched my phone yest.
sian.
i need a laptop sticker!
fujitsu is so dumb.
fancy colouring a laptop black and making scratches so easily visible.
dumb.
i feel so whiney now.
YAHH!

2007-10-10T14:32:00.000+08:00

last sat was a blast:D
the surprise for karr was a little backfired..
my god. and all the arrangements i had to make.
lol..
that little bitch HAD to spoil it for everyone..
guess i just cant le too well..
but can see alvin's real :) abt his book.
haha.. im a slut. gna borrow it from him once he's done:D
it's abt a guy who traded his red paperclip for sth of higher worth, slowly he managed to get a house. impressive ehh..
dinner was at some lousy sakura buffet at somerset.
but it was definitely well worth our $$ ;D
Hahahaaa.. we are such little devils.
too bad i was sworn to secrecy..
would love to share the ahem experience here :D

we were so :) with our ahem tt we dint club in the end but went to dempsy rd for a drink.
okay. a couple.
played the squeeze milk game and thoroughy enjoyed it until i ahem and ahem.
lol. was such an ahem day.
THIS SUCKS! what's a blog for if i dont have freedom of speech!?

anyways we just installed new fujitsu aircon! :D
alaska right in my room.. l <3

2007-09-30T21:00:00.000+08:00

me: you wna eat dinner at kopitiam
thai loc: Hey i am fucking desperate. I can't leave house
me: are you still desperate? so can you come?
Thai loc: Cause everyone is away and someone will see the house for buying this evening, so i must be home. I just know it in short notice.

Ps: the whole conversation is reproduced in whole. No part of it was edited or deleted in any part or form.

2007-09-26T09:42:00.000+08:00

life is taking a turn.
but now im in SOME SHIT mann..
dont get me wrong..
it a good thing..
but er.. just see for yourself..
now chen miao can go for the work and travel USA.
it's from may till aug next year.
there's SMUX trekking to Mt Kinabalu in June i think..
and late June i think my family wants to go NZ for hols..
I WANT TO GO FOR ALL OF THEM!
hahaaa..

AND i've finally woken up.
UNI is like that.
no use sulking that you have no FIXED grp of friends to lunch w..
suddenly i feel all matured and grown up..
it's time to start networking and make monehh:D:D
money makes the world go round..
buys you the lamborghini.
buys you the land in Dubai.
buys you access to EVERYTHING.
hahaa..
it's a material world baby!
sorry.
suddenly i wna learn how to invest..
there's this online trading thingy..
it's just make believe..
but once i know how it works i'll deal w the real deal :):)

anywyas..
back to my mundane lil life..
haha..
i SIS so much that ck and miao start to ask me 'are you in school?'
everytime i go online..
hahahaa..
who says you cant experience hall life in SMU?
i've been sleeping so little recently i feel energised just after 6 hrs of sleep..
gosh.
i need to reduce that to 2..
this 2 weeks is effing CRAZY.
today ali is leaving..
later got discussants role then is101
tmr need to LTB then Comm101 then is200 till 12am
fri need to is101 till late
sat need to is200 till late
sun need to LTB then is200 till mon
mon need to is101 till late
tues need to sleep to catch up with the past 5 days' lack of sleep.
wed need to debate then celebrate karr's bd (shit. i dunno what to get her!)
thurs need to is200 till fri.
THEN FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!
for a week.
i tell you.
this 2 months as a SMUGGER is the effing HARDEST i've ever worked in my entire life.
im picking up..
slowly but surely..
what did i tell you?
i need 3 months to warm up to new environments..

im sitting at macs waiting for sam hoping to catch free wireless and aircon..
but the aircon is really just hot air..
you reckon they'll be able to afford to turn on the aircon if i buy a drink?
i need to pee but i can prognosticate the state of public toilets..
no thank you..
since im slacking, might as well continue..

bore all you stalkers abt my project groups.
start with LTB
LTB is leadership teamwork err baby/bastard/blasphemy/brouhaha
ANYWAYS.
it's planning a CSP project that can benefit the community long term.
we go down to chong pang every sunday to teach a grp of 30 kids english..
hoping to teach them life skills like respect and family values thru game.
but WTF.
my grp has this boy called zhong zhi who is eight but really looks like 12.
he wants to be leader but has the attn span of a goldfish..
then he'll start wandering away seeking more attn.
then there's radika..
shit mann..
that girl is so screechy i feel like dying..
it's like an ongoing Gladys (haha.. no offence gladys :D)
and there's this magician boy who wants to be a magician..
I HATE CHILDREN.
wtf.. like why cant they just shuddup and get a life.
just drown in your milk and disappear.
hahaa.. i think it's karma..
i've been a difficult child myself..
remb in pri sch tuition i'd ask ms chua whywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhy..
until she says see me after class..
hahaa..
teaching is SO not for me..
just leave the education to the kind loving educators..
if i wna give birth in children it'll be for the continuation of mankind.
on the cheerier side,
i love my LTB grp :)
since i love them so much i shall intro them one by one.

kenneth:
he's the well networked leader..
wtf he writes AGENDAS.
the last time anyone did tht ard me was during guides court of honour..

stephen:
he is like 18 and he's knew his gf since like age 4..
and he's like the 8 smartest kid in myanmar!! hoots!

hong jiun:
he's malaysian who cant go home for 6 weeks cos of ltb..
haha.. it's damn funny.. so darn proud of his pacman skills.
pacman > degree

peter:
peter pan is the kid's fav guy cos his name is easy to pronounce..
he's so retarded he's been w his gf for just half a year but he's so close to her we thought it's been like dacades.

guan hui:
she's so nice. she was in my starring smu and she's like the girl leader in ltb..
like when we need to buy stuff for ltb she'll definitely be there..

priya:
the evr so responsible money keeper..
so sensible and erm.. percy-ish..
haha

i havent seen home in daylight for weeks now.
cant wait for recess week..

2007-09-25T16:23:00.000+08:00

i <3 sleep.
sleep <3s me :D
sleep is a luxuary :D

2007-09-23T21:26:00.000+08:00

I <3 them soso MUCH!

2007-09-21T16:26:00.000+08:00

deep in discussion for the AWESOME project - GSR

deep in discussion for the AWESOME project - Sem Rm

mugging at NTU

Miao <3

hello bored spyers..
here are some pics to update my boring-sleep deprived pathetic life..

anyways there's comm 101 just now..
im so screwed..
my letter's a B grade..
no more dean's list for me..
shit.
it was supposed to be a standard letter and prof said i was writing it like a persuasive letter..
shit.
i need to start reading instructions and stop sleeping in her lessons..
hahaa.. i miss innova/sn mann..
sleeping in clss wont affect your grades in any way.. no one cares..
on a lighter note..
i cant wait till tmr! CANOEING :D
and there's this S42 outing to ij..
wahahaa.. first my life is as monotonous some shit..
now we have so many outings..
hahaa..
there's this guy called shaun who keeps sleeping in the iLab and SNORES like ^%&*%..
hahaa..
actually everyone here is really nice..
im just weird.
and so shittified..
like you ask them things and they'll help you so patiently..
like for dumb alice there's this fauzi and kenneth who helped me with the dumb trex..
(my vocab's reduced to just 'shit' and 'shittifeid'. SHIT)
now that i remb it's so screwed..
prof said my things are too messy.
typical.
whoots..
i wna go climb mt Kinabalu next year..
yess:D found this SMUX camp girl called xue jiao to go w me:D
well.. i need to be more optimistic.
shit.. i think im a schizo..

2007-09-19T01:58:00.000+08:00

OMG.
im REALLY sosososososo tired..
met grace seow today..
quoted karen's term of archive friends..
but oh mann..
do i ever miss her..
went to gym w wenxin too..
im so sick of mugging..
dunno how long i can hang on mann..
was walking home today and the night breeze was so nostalgic..
like in tw at sun moon lake w karen..
or watching the stars in Rock w rong..
i just feel like dropping all my work now and sit next to the sea with a nice drink.
:( so angsty..

and the work and travel in USA is so annoying..
i want to go so badly but just cant seem to find a kaki..
i think i shall just sign up for the interview tmr anyways..
and on a heavier note..

i HATE pple who exploit me.
and the worst part?
i dunno how to say no.
please dont.

i skipped sch on mon.
and i still cant.
oh my gwod.
when can i?

there's so many things i wna say/do
there's so many things i DONT wna say/do
as much as is inevitable, i hate change.

2007-09-11T22:18:00.000+08:00

SMUggeer.
SIS = Stay In School.
no exaggerations.
omg im SO tired..
projectsprojectsprojects..
i dont evn have time to sleep anymore!
oh mann..
school is so tiring.
and it's like im not trying to be the best or sth..
just meeting deadlines is so tough..
and it's only week 4..
sian.
3 more years and 9 months to go. :(
tmr these's our first presentatn..
friday alice is due..
sat im gg virtuoso (shhh..)
next week must start another IS200 project..
week after is the case discussion..
week after next is my debate..
all these and sundays still got AWESOME workshop.
oh mann..
god pls grant me an extra 20 hours each day:(
im now at miso's lao pok school..
haha.. ntu is so mosquito infested and run down it's like moving back 10 years in time..
hoo hoo.. aircon-less rooms.. so last century:D
i hope she allows me to wear my RED ******ie to bed :D
love the kitty cat miao!

2007-09-03T19:11:00.001+08:00

im still so friendless after 2 weeks:(:(
gosh.
yest was the freshmen bash and thank god karr and ck came w me..
the pagaent was qt fun but otherwise the whole night was a big waste of money..
and i lost $50!!
oh mann..
hope it's at home..
that little blue note just disappeared from my wallet..
dinnered w karen at citylink mall then went to mos at 9.
ck and his nooby friend came alot later..
sorry ck dint have alot of fun:(
but all the same im glad they came..
thanks!

mon we went to ck's house to play mahjong.
it was like uber super dooper walalalaa boosta blaster fun:D
i was the chauffer for the night and mum was qt annoyed when i went home..
she's so paranoid.

2007-08-21T17:00:00.000+08:00

I MISS RONG! :(:(

2007-08-11T16:43:00.000+08:00

okayy you spying stalkers who love me so much..
the pictures section is finally done..
yall can admire my stunning beauty there
so many things happened the last week i shall post the crap when i have time..
im at macs waiting for jean to finish ballet so i can DRIVE her home.
ehh.. the mutant is here!
ciao!

2007-08-11T16:38:00.001+08:00

anw i just saw this at the stand chart website..
it's damn funny

26. How long will the route be closed to traffic?
Participants still on the route after 12pm (6 hours from the start time) will be required to run on the footpaths. Don't worry. As long as you finish your race, the well-deserved finisher medal is yours. No matter how long you take..

for me! :D

2007-08-02T14:56:00.000+08:00

:D :D
im offially a biker chick:D
i passed EVERYTHING on one sitting!!
yayy!
damn happy..
and im uber lucky this time..
deducted 18pts..
any more and i'm a goner..
and not to mention one tester was absent..
at the junction where i nearly lost balance there was no one to scruitinise:D
so lucky!
heehee.. even the girl behind me who gushed "lucky no one saw!"wasn't so lucky..
made 2 friends today..
a policeman and a chinaman who is gg to open a duck king restaurant in geylang..
(i suggested the name:D direct translation from 鸭霸王)
he is damn funny..
he was like pple in china can eat ath that 天上飞的，地上爬的 when i gushed on how pple can eat duck necks..
laughed till me sides ached..
he's so brave!
he's only 25!
i would be scared to shit abt leaving my own country to set out on my own lahh..
had a blast of a time chatting w them..
the policeman is damn bian tai...
he stays in woodylands too so he was talking all sorts of gibberish on the train ride back..
oh mann..
im suddenly struck by how diverse the world is..
everyone have such different routes..
i was constantly caught in my own little world..
i need to OPEN UP and GROW UP!

anyways.. i think the time is ripe to tell the world abt my grand plans..
remb my list of things to do before i die?
well im gna fulfill one of them by the end of the year..
i want to take part in the standard chartered marathon!
yayy!
omg.. but im uber slow..
the aunties who jog ard always run faster thn me..
hahaa..
i did 15k today..
registratn is $55..
steep ehh..
so i've to promise myself to do 20k by 15aug when the early bird dies..
if i can do it i shall fork out tt $55 to fulfill my childhood dream to get that much coveted shirt..
anyways i no one would believe what happened today..
i was jogging until damn chui alr..
10k.. then guess who drove up in a black car?
JIMMY TEO!
the physics lecturer!
he was like ehh! fengru!
hahaa.. i looked bad.. so pai seh..
he started telling asking if my mum was the one mr pang's mum chatted w last week..
haha!! new spread fast:D
shit.
tmr the whole of innova will know how slow i er.. crawl..
i need to find a place to hide!

2007-07-27T21:22:00.000+08:00

look what i found googling my name:D
http://groups.msn.com/TheMFPSxrockErs/_whatsnew.msnw
haha.. some pri school msn group..
cute rightt:E
miss the kiddos a little..
but it's been so long..
wont know what to say to everyone even if we met..
i LOVE googling my name..
churns out damn lots of surprises:D
ahah..
this is a random post..
to make up for the aloof one previously..
couldn't help it..
was chatting w 4 pple (it's a record for me:D)..
(i think everyone's shocked to see me online)
doing payment for a spree..
blogging..
solving my rent-a-locker prob..
reading the crazy-perpetually updated sis forum..
all at the same time.
and the internet connection seems to think it's been serving me too well..
kept going bonkers..

look what arrived around one week ago!

and look what happened to my feet after the carwash fiasco!

haha.. compliments from my beautiful new haggard looking sandals..

and yest rong, ali and i went ndp preview..
was truly spectacular spectacular..
reminds me of disneyland really..
fireworks by the water,
dancing on platforms..
and guess who was m'am of the guides contingent?
HAWAA!
whoohoo!
so zai!
she's like this YA of our age and she's leading the pack mann..
kudos to rong's SECRET crush!!
haha

(earlier this year at the 90th anniversary dinner)

anyways i was so late for the ndp..
arrived only nearing 6.30pm cos of riding lessons..
coming thurs is my test so i booked 2 consecutive lessons..
circuit and road revision one after another..
and to take cab down..
darn cab fare was so ex..
$15++ cos of erp..
pls lahh!
i really think the govt should revise on the erp thingy lorr..
when we need to get to town, we NEED to get to town..
not as though making us pay the money would allow us to save the trip to town!
the congestion round the area is still bad 24-7..
maybe they should try to look beyond monetary gains and try to come up w a solution that is tailored to our roads here..
what works in other countries is apparently not working here..
okayy.. i sound like a typical whine-but-do-not contribute singaporean..
but well, we do pay tax..
maybe they should stop spending our tax money on more erp gantries and use it to invest in proffesional traffic jam busters or sth..
so much for erp..
yeah..
and i was late cos of the congestion that was SUPPOSED to be solved when i paid for erp..
rong and ali were real nice,
they waited for me and had to miss the first round of parachute jumpers..
sorry guys :E
but on the bright side, we got great seats!
we were in the yellow section and the seats were dead centre..
the goody bags this year was cool..
you could unzip the parts and swap colours w your friends..
had a blast of a time messing w the tatoos, annoying clappers and hi-tech mini fans..
(refer to pics below)
by the end of it i was so hungry i felt like dying..
and as a side note,
my feet and hair stinks from the wet riding lesson :(
rong is leaving 21 aug,
miao has gone to boarding sch today..
karr is working alr..
and i still have no friends..
sian. :(

2007-07-26T20:13:00.000+08:00

okayy:D
here's a brief run through of the past week.

20 july friday
workin' at the carwash..
woh-o-yeh-ee-yeh-ee-yeh-ee-yayy!
haha..
was yabadabadoba fun:D
my grp washed ard 55 cars..
haha.. earn $300++
only downside was there was alot of vans.
and 6 seaters.
i tell you.
the vans like 10 years nv wash before and maybe they saw $6 cheap cheap..
so they came to get their's penny's worth.
cheapskates.
other thn that it was real cool.
esp the jetspay :D
like WHOA!
i felt like anold swazwarneggar w one of his ultra power machine guns.
oh and i got bitten by a red ant..
yikes!
worse part?
i let it free..
should have squashed it into pulp and rub lemon on the pulp.
dinner was uber expensive $7 XO fish head bee hoon..
wtf..
if all of us split the monehh we earned today we wont be able to afford the bee hoon!
exaggeratg:D

21 july saturday
HARRY POTTER!
omg im so excited.
woke up at 6.30 to dr w mum to causeway pt to get my paws on the book i've been waiting for all of my life.
omgomg..
karr IS right.
been reading the book since i was 11..
8 years.
harry really grew up w me mann..
dont know what to do if he died..
remb my first book was the chamber of secrets..
bought it in taiwan..
so wierd.
but ilove harry!
OH mann!
thought i was the onlu kuku one who'd go so early in the morn..
turned out there's a whole snaking queue in front of the store alr..
had to wait a good half hour..
such an orgasmic moment.
*tink!*
chaufferred the family around.
sent jean to church,
mum to buy groceries,
fetch mum from shopping,
jean from church.
by the time i went to the IS camp (metamorphosis) lunch at marche i was 1 hour late..
oops!
but guess i dint miss much..
there are supposed to be 3 girls in my grp but i was the only one who turned up..
like 6 boys and i turned up..
so awkward..
i hate boys.
they dint even try to include me in the convers.
lucky there was marcus frm my ftb group..
and the girl fasci yulin was nice too..
chatted a while and left..
dumb!
dint want to waste my efforts to travel all the way down to vivo so i called karen to go shopping w me..
and on such late notice too!
:D love her.
we shopped ard vivo and bugis..
bought 3 tee shirts tt are to be my sch uniform..
happy like a erm.. happy girl?
now i actually have enough shirts to wear a diff one everyday of the week..
and not needing to wear the same one everyday..
shopped till we LITERALLY DROPPED.

22 july sunday
stupid.
make us wake up so early in the morn to open umbrellas..
from 9-11 we did just that and went for lunch tog..
as grp 9.
i really like this starring smu grp lehh..
saw qt some potential friends but too bad they are from other schools.
dont know what to do:(:( still friendless..
lunch tog at yishun then went home, sleep and wash car..
washing the car is not as bad i thought it to be..
it's qt fun!
a little time for myself to think abt stuff..
:D

23 july monday
DROVE to scc in the afternoon to lunch w wilton..
wanted to ask bernie along but she was not paying attn to wilton when he asked so she uh-uhed him away..
we went to amk..
ahah.. fogot to pluck the carpark coupon but no matter since it was raining..
chatted a bit,
found out he's real depressed abt working there but has this stubborn refusal to leave..
sometimes i think change is difficult,
but having no change is worse..
well, easy for me to say..
i haven't worked for anyone for 7 years..
i dunno..
brought me ard the club when we returned..
miss sbgc qt some..
so carefree and fun:D
(for me at least)
hate the fact tt i take so long so be good friends w pple..
sucks when you dont have a good friend in your course..
went to find olga after a while and saw bernie when she returned..
ahah.. cld see she was so happy to see me:D
yadayada.. sent our greetings then went home.
karr came and we roller bladed agn..
she hasnt improved one bit..
haha.. maybe i should just be contented she dint deprove..
she super imposed herself on our dinner and that's it.
another day done.

24 july tuesday
went pulai w mum.
played all double pars.
lost a ball to a ravine.
some nerves to the sliced balls.
fed the mosquitoes.
went shopping and bought $200ringgit worth of groceries.
got lost ard johore.
went home.
wash car.

25 july wed
nims harry potter outing!
the movie sucked..
bad depiction of the book mann..
but luna lovegood was good..
haha.. she really looked loony..
so cute.
harry's growing so angsty it irks me a little..
maybe the brits are just bad actors..
cant blame them.
miss the nims qt some..
well.. we've definitly drifted apart..
shopped at bugis.
clebrated ali's bd w rong..
rong burnt her hair.
clarissa spoiled the SURPRISE.
cannary hopped.
mambo.
met sihui.karen.sn gals
stayover

2007-07-19T22:04:00.000+08:00

tmr im WOKING AT THE CARWASH!
holland v!
dry your drool!
here comes the bikini babes!

collected wishes for singapore today..
singaporeans are either
1)illiterate
2)rushing somewhere
3)apathetic

i need a life.

2007-07-18T21:44:00.000+08:00

casanovas should be castrated..
just a random note.
today went for the first smu starring thingy..
brief runthrough of this EXCITING day.
9-10: registratn
10-10.30: briefing
10.30-11.30: grp bonding
11.30-12.30: lunch
12.30-1: more briefing
1-2: digest lunch
2-4: lame games
4-4.30: prize presentatn
4.30-5: yet more briefing.
makes you wonder if all these is just to clock the 80 hours rightt..
i happened to be in the same grp as clarissa..
the happiest day i had in smu..
at least i talked.
not small talk. talk TALK.
i hate team bonding games.
hello rong/miao/karr..
im REALLY sorry for being unable to hang ard w yall more oft.
would love to, only sch and family keeps tugging at each of my sleeves and all yall get are the shreds of fabric.
hope we'd be able to find time soon!
:( :( :(

2007-07-12T22:49:00.000+08:00

Hello you sad pathetic souls who HAVE NO OTHER CHOICE but to travel by public transport.
I hereby announce my royal engagement w the likes of the driving elites:D

YAYY!
and the best thing?
i can throw my FUGLY i/c in the deep blue sea after they send in my license!:D
no more looking at mike's whiskery.. erm mustache?
no more getting manupilated by the bastard..
no more getting so annoyed at him blatantly cheatg my money..
no more late night lessons..
no more bullying mum/dad into driving me all the way to ubi..
no more mike.
YAYY!

well..
let's talk abt the horrifying process of getting it.
met mike at 12.15pm..
drove to ubi and went circuit for an hour from 1-2..
sorry hor!
one hour circuit, half an hour was spent queueing up for the parallel parking!
can you imagine my agony?
half an hour listening to mike harp on how ugly the new toyota vios is and his car is the coolest, the best.. got beng green lights and nice backside..
i hate him so much mann..
but deep deep down there's this part of me that's gna miss his hokkien convs w his drinking uncles..
his constant tug-o-war w me on the steering..
his reckless driving and road rages..
his hit on the knees to push me to step down the clutch..
his wierd sleeping behind the sunglasses pattern..
(haa.. maybe im only saying this cos i passed)
anyways..
at 2.30 we went to ballot our test routes..
i got 5 and was so lucky mike just went thru that w me in the morn..
the test soon arrived at 2.45..
i got this tall old man named chis ho.
he looked so stern..
mike told me not to 'good afternoon' the tester..
i wanted to disobey that but looking at his stoic face i decided to just give him one of my MEGAWATT smiles..
sat in the car and proceeded to the crank course..
went thru that w/o a glitch and did the reverse parking..
shit man..
totally screwed it up..
mike taught me in a way it only needs to be backed ONCE.
when i screw it up he'd ask me the drive out and restart all over..
but this time i couldnt..
backed and stricked the kerb..
then forwarded and backed into the kerb agn..
that chis was like you strike kerb agn you know?!
i smile meekly and said a darren style "solli solli"
haha..
most of the test i was just doing that..
it really helps to ice break the situation..
finally parked right at the 3rd try..
after that is the parallel parking.
it also went qt smoothly..
only i forgot to signal left when i wanted to park.
shit.
i was thinking i was doomed for sure.
forgot to signal at the reverse parking too and he reminded me.
this time he dint bother..
after parallel parking we immediately went out to drive..
he skipped slope, s-course, directional change parkng..
gao wei..
he dont even bother to see the rest of my courses alr!
went out and did the route.
twice he said keep right and i signalled left..
my fingers were all cold lahh..
halfway he asked me to return to office and i was like the school..
i could feel the glare behind the sunglasses.
YES!
sian..
i dint do u-turn too..
must spend another $1000 and how am i gna tell mike i wont be continuing?!
returned to the sch and chis went out of the car.
i looked at him and he kept looking at me..
he walked up and i dint know what to do so just took my bag from the back seats..
called mum and told her i failed..
dnt even want to bother takg the results but realised my ic was still w him so i went up..
looked around the strange corridor until he found me and ask me where i was trying to go..
sat opp him from a table like a dreaded trs-parents meeting..
he started lecturing me abt stricking the kerb, not checking left when i attempted to filter left when he said RIGHT etc.
nahnahnah yadayadayada..
then.. okayy i give you chance.. PASS!
i chortled.
YAYY!
shook his hand and started telling the world the news..
(actually my world qt small.. only got dad, karr, rong and wilton)
haha..
went back to mike's car and on the way, replaced mum's adviced $30 ang(pao w a $50 note..
i was so happy i think it's apt.
he took it and asked: can take a peek?
enough for me to spend or not!
i said.. haha.. should be lahh..
see lorr..
he opened and had the cheek to say ehh.. not really enough lahh..
nvm, next time you blanjah me okay!
i was like err.. okok..
he thought for a while and decided it's not a good bargain..
actually said: you give me $10 more lahh..
red note for good luck!
give me go pump oil.
NOT SHY!
i hate mike..
but what the hell..
IM A DRIVER!!

2007-07-09T18:02:00.000+08:00

i miss chen miaomiao..
was looking at old pics while doing that phomaly tree
(phone family tree! get it? hahaha)
and saw the good ol' times..
were real retards..
anyways..
smu cip talk was dmbdumbdumb..
complete waste of time..
if it's COMPULSORY why bother to PRETEND to coax us into this?
glad there's the smu starring thingy so it's done in one shot..
all 80HOURS of it..
met this uber tall girl..
tall like i can only see her belt..
haha.. she's a little freaky in a way she was like..
hi! im joyce. (takes out phone)
so what's you no?
REAL friendly..
i hope i find some normal friends soon..
uni sure is starting out to be such a friendless drag..
need to expand my social circle.
note to self: first it needs to exist before it can expand..
sian.

2007-07-09T17:33:00.000+08:00

MY SUPERIOR PHONES Family Tree

the nokia 3310 (yuck!) 2002-2004

the nokia ???? (haha.. polyphonic ringtones!!) 2004-2005
one at the left corner! (not the calculator!)

silver motorola veethree 2005-2007

PINK (:P) motorola veethree 2007-200?

apple iphone :D 200?-200?

2007-07-02T14:42:00.000+08:00

okayy.. now for the long-awaited last week in sbgc in detail post..
oh mann i dont even know where to start..
rightt.. on the 23rdjune.
it was staff farewell day on that day and captain virabhak bought 2 cartons of tiger and lots of funny drinks for the dinner..

sooo...
we went t work only in the afternoon and partied till the night..
moses came again and this time selfish wilton decided to relieve everyone of their armache being mic stands by bringing out the actual mic stand..
gayatri food again and the technician uncle watched dumb chi drama in the managers' office as usual and mic ate all the spiciest stuff..
wilton chowed on his rabbit food and bernie hugged her beloved bottle..
(so nostalgic)
olga taught me how to mix gin tonic..
haha.. made that for everyone..
h.t. leong, the ah chai course worker and evryone..
wtf.. in the end i got D****(quote unquote karr)..
it was so embarassing mike had to send me to zouk then mos cos i got the meeting place mixed up..
he's real sweet he sent me all the way there and gina walked me to karr and company..
haha.. what's happened next is even worse..
i sat on the gound while waiting for ck to arrive and apparently (as told by karr)some malays even mocked wahh.. party havent even start alr salahh!
nice.
we went in and i couldnt stand the noise and fag thomas was real nice he brought me to his car..
wtf.. HIS car!!
oh mann.. i dint know how i did it but i mangaed to sleep in there for 2 hours..
that space there is even smaller than a birdcage.
it's supposed to be a 2-door convertable..
the back seats are just there for fun.
crammed like a single sardine in a toothpaste tube.
aft that i returned to find karr and company..
fel left and we mostly hung around w ck and his friends..
quite uneventful from then on..
only that kar was mostly smitten and i was pretty embarassed at my earlier state.
oh wells.
then came the hell of a week.

mon.25-6-07
reached the office to find everything strewn all over.
nine in the morning was complimentary brakfast from gm cos he wanted to brief everyone on the move..
there was free nasi lemak breakfast..
miser (not MISTER!) wilton sulked w his tea and greens as usual..
gm went round and round and eventually decided there are 2 categories to his staff;
1)those who are to retire
2)those who are young, driven and very highly sought after by other organisations
all the yadyada about absorbing everyone is just bullshit.
in a nutshell.. EVERyONE HAS TO GO..
whatever. all flower talk..
we took some group photos w all the staff and the mania starts.
packed the membership, pc, handcap, bernie's files all into nice long boxes(unfriendly compliments from golf network).
young and anthony were perpetually around so we could not even play chess or watch any dvd..
and it was our last chance too..
by the time we returned from lunch (we went w chai)the dvd player was gone..
sian..
keyed in scorecards for the last time and watched as the receptionists try stupidly to gope sand containing dragonpots.
pretty sad day..

tues. 26-6-07
packed more stuff..
the whole stationary metal cupboard packed into a neat little cardboard box..
also went around naming all the club assets..
4x metal cabinet
10x iron cast table
1x tall rattan chair
yadayada..
so nostalgic walking through all the rooms and taking everything down..
like finally it's really closing..
and im only here for half a year..
imagine gina here for almost 3 decades..
wilton for 7 years..
bernie for 8? years..
what a drag..
went out for lunch w young in his riketty car again..
finished packing all the files and sulked the whole day..
movers started filing in to move the metal cabinets and the gayatri pple came to collect their sofas and desks..
soon i'll only have the floor to sit on..
at night was outing w rong and ali..
haha.. had our :D at :D
and we ate curly fries from :D
caught up w them over:D
and went home after :D

wed 27-06-07
returned to the office to whine about the last half day the aircon is gna exist..
not that it's gna matter anymore..
they moved out all the office dividers and the rest of the tables and chairs..
i had to move my barang barang to the reception cos my table's going..
bye bye desk.
as a sidenote, it's gg to gayatri
mostly hung around that day and bored myself to shit cos i forgot to bring my big mama..
wilton kindly donated his fugly zen but it does not appeal as much as big mama would..
sian..
lunch was complimentary from gm (finally) but i bought noodles breakfast from the army camp so i was still so darn full i just drank coke..
oh mann.. how i LOVE coke.
it has the FEEL GOOD factor:D
esp now that im embassador:D
hung around the reception most of the day and wilton gave me this sweet umbrella..
it has the logo of SBGC! cool rightt:D
it's really still in mint condition and i seriously dont know how he got it..
i also goped this huge sbgc logo that sits nicely on my laptop now..
it's supposed to be stuck on this long abandoned autograph book of the club..
at night was 4 faith outing..
only 10 pple came..
haha.. sorta miss yinchi and everyone..
chenmiao came late so we went in to the xing wang hk cafe at cine first..
ate pork rib rice again..
we chatted and caught up on where everyone was going..
haa.. apparently no one asked bread along..
or fat bunny for that matter..
quite bad.. but it'd been nice if everyone turned up..
after that we hunfg around like muds at the youth park listening to drumming by a band..
apparently we were their only spectators..
tragic..
went to miao's place for stayover..

thurs 28-06-07
first time i took up her bready breakfast offer..
i love kaya bread!!
haha..
it's less bready like the norm bread and i might actually pay to get that next time..
went to seletar to another BORING day..
(or rather.. podless day)
hung around watching the bare walls of the office..
visited the broken lizard egg (it was still pulsating after the egg was broken okayy!)wilton killed yest..
then sam and renny came along..
for some random reason they wanted to swim at scc but the bus only comes later so we hung around..
took them on a buggy ride round the course (renny is SUICIDAL when she drives)
and drove them out so they could walk to scc..
bernie's damn sweet she treated me to lunch at jack's place in the afternoon..
see how much seletarians love me!
oh mann.. im sure darn gna miss that place..
she also made me this card and made everyone sign it..
gave me a bear too and an ang pao..
i really dont know what to do..
i must really go for etiqutte lessons..
what to receive and what not to..
i just took everything anyways..
feeling so pai seh for the rest of the day..
she even booked taxi to drive us to safra yishun okayy!
real sweet..
i ate some grilled fish like she did..
love the fruit pie dessert as usual:D
went back to sbgc to find out that was my last working day because they want to cut costs and they dont really need me for the rest of the week..
how true..
wilton and bernie are gna take leave the next day too..
i spent the rest of the day trying to sneak a chess game w the lousy chesser and took pics round the course again..
and then at 5.30pm..
FAREWELL SBGC FORVEVEREVER!!!!!

thurs.
spent the whole day doing photoframes for everyone..
finished everything and screwed up bernie's and mike's frames cos i tried to write 'peculiar little thing' w marker on the frames themselves..
until i realised it's too difficult to write w the darn cat blocking and the handwriting is all screwed..
tried to use nail polish remover to remove the darned ink but ended up smudging everything instead..
what saved me?
earlier at sbgc there's this stains remover for stain clothes sample in the reception.,.
i took one and now it's real handy for my prob!!
yayy:D
i could save bernie's frame.. but mic's destroyed beyond belief..
i had to sacrifice my own unit..
what the hell..
was quite depressed abt it but guess i dont really have a choice..
anyways good thing dint have to go work on fri lahh..
'else i wont be able to complete my project..

sat
at night was seletarians last outing..
everyone was supposed to meet at the seletar bus stop at 6.30 but kanan was super late as usual..
bernie wont stop whining and swearing she'ss never go out w them anymore..
haha..
wilton passed me this parcel and i snapped at him to hold it himself, not to bully me..
haha.. so embarassing..
he said it was for me..
PAISEHH!
FINALLY mike came w olga and we drove to tr's gardens to eat at robert black's place called salt and pepper (not spice and pepper haha)
finally gina and the marshall w haggee mee/phua chu kang hair and kannan came in his shiny glittering glamour..
the night was spent in tears..
haha.. not of farewell but from the ULTRA UBER SUPER DOOPER spicy curry fishhead..
the chicken wing was real yummy..
so was the otah..
yum!
wilton sulked w his rabbit food as usual..
desert was jolly shandy..
actually tiger + sprite..
all 8 of us shared a jug of tiger..
even wilton joined in (for once!)
haha.. it was damn funny..
you see his whole face turn red in a jiffy and when they left,
he walked away in such a fluster that he forget the photoframe..
haha.. and he even scurried back to visit the loo after like 2 mins..
it was really hiliarious how it was just half a mug.
AHAHAHAHAHA!!
after sending the boys to amk mrt,
mic came and sch bused all the girls home..
bernie's changi home, gina's amk home, olga's yishun home, my woodyland home.
was 12 when i finally reached home..
nice..
and what i found in wilton's parcel?
V3's baby ANOTHER V3!!
ahahaha!!
it's DARNed PINK!
oh mann..
i need to find a nice sticker to de-pink it..
haha.. thanks anyways!!
:D real sweet of you to help me solve my cranky V3 prob with another V3:D

the week after..
im still pining over the lost times..
i broke the outer screen of pinkie..
went to change it at toa payoh only to be fucked at by the beng seller..
haha.. i retorted back at him to not use vulgarities at me and he mumbled sth in hokkien that he's a beng and he's just like that..
guess i'll just have to re-re-condition the thing by myself..
and AM I GOOD AT IT!!
shall start a stall by my own selling/buying cellphones..
and i found out so many things about a friend..
a friend i thought was a friend but not anymore..
but i must still APPEAR like a friend..
i really HATE this.
im feeling so depressed my whole life's changed..
thank god there's karr to go thru all that w me..
one day im gna spit that all back at you.
at your polished, shameless face.
i HATE YOU.
wed was mos night w karr..
well SUPPOSED to be mos..
but we were quite afraid of the LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNGGGGGGGGGGG queue..
so we club hopped around the cannery..
clinic, the arena, gotham penthouse and finally mos..
haha guess who we saw at clinic!?
dorisa my pri school mate!!
haha.. dint know she was such a havoc:D
and later in the night?
kumar!! the golfing indian!!
haha.. he was wearing some bling and karr and i were just resting at a seat at a closed bar were quite shocked when this tall black man came peeking in..
damn funny thing was he and his friends came at 4.00am, pai $20++ to go in..
then we we went back, he asked us where we were and if we could dance tog..
it was playing terriyaki boyz and karr was like
"it'll be damn funny if lights are turned on now"
AHAH!! THE FUNNY PART DID COME!!
second day karr came over to rollerblade..
she FINALLY GOT IT!!
ahah..

and on fri was matriculation at smu..
im damn sad i have no friends at all..
had to go alone w mum and in the afternoon was thanksgiving lunch from gm again..
i came uber late and there were just 2 tables..
had to sit at the table w gm but luckily wilton was sitting next to me..
chicken rice lunch and wilton brought me around his sad little mess he calls his desk..
really miss him and everyone.. etc olga/bernie damn alot..
kind mr mike sent me back to yck mrt where i returned to smu w the intention of going for the cip talk but returned too late when i spent too much time at plaza sing..
haha.. really dint intend that to happen..
hope things will turn out alright..

2007-06-28T22:50:00.000+08:00

I MISS SELETAR BASE GOLF COURSE SOSO MUCH!!
omg.. to hell to the other thoughts in my pensive not yet exploded here..
now i need to release all my ^%%&^*&() here!!
oh mann..
6 months.
a now defunct golf course.
and so many friendships later.
the WHOLE FRIGGIN ORGANISATION IS GONE!
FLICK and GONE!
and we REALLY did manage to close it down in a week.
quote unquote wilton..
GM squish us so dry we can only cough out dust now.
nice.
i wna cry :(
like im sure gna miss bullying wilton,
playing chi chess and watching spiderman in the manager's office..
miss bernie and her perpetually missing water bottle..
miss mike and olga's fagg slack outings at the admin corridor..
miss regina's blessing everyone and doing them personal favours..
miss mary's slowness..
ARGHHH!!!!!!
cry not because it's over.
smile because it happened.
still...

2007-06-14T10:08:00.000+08:00

falalala..
i passed lesson 7 with just one attempt:D
like HURR!
that. even when i cut abruptly into the lane of a cabbie..
of course horns sounded and the instructor pulled up next to me to ask me if i was suicidal..
at another stop junction i also inched(or rather footed) out too much,
blocking a wide-eyed-glaring crocodile of a driver turning right..
haha.. think the instructor pitied me..
he looked at my book and said..
wow! 4 attemps at lesson 6!
can buy a teevee alr!
thanks.

im really really really excited..
this weekend is really one big mad rush..
why my exciting events always cluster like chickens i really dont understand..
tmr is sngg campfire..
prospect of staying over in the den and pretending to remember all my campcraft and keeping mum while the girlies 'good morning mam' continuously really gives me the shudders..
sat is work, driving, friendless gits dinner, frienless gits mambo, friendless girls stayover,
sun there's the farewell game..
and sun night 7.30 there's S.W.A.T on teevee..
hope i can catch it at humble seletar:D

last tues (12june) there's the ocean's 13 screening by stomp..

miao and i were erm..
not too stompy..
naturally camera shy and modest about our stunning face,
we labelled ourselves twinkle-toes and tooks pictures with MY Georgey..
to hell with Bradgelina..
it's now BradJOAN :D
slurp.

tinklebell and big mama

Movie's okayy..
still prefer the first though..
this time they nicked diamonds..
at least a great improvement from 12.
this fri is father's day.
note to self: make sth for dad.

2007-06-08T14:54:00.000+08:00

i need to torture sth!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!
my narcissist nature has spawned me to scour the net for fengru, feng ru, lin fengru, lfrjoan..
wtf.. finished EVERY SINGLE page and they are still not back..
ahhhh..
im bored to tears.
oh.. still got fengs.
gtg go google that name.

2007-06-08T13:43:00.000+08:00

i won movie tixs to watch ocean's 13 :D
miao and i will go vivo coming tues!!
yayy!
it's an online stomp thingy to celebrate their first anniversary..
kewl.
later meeting karr for dinner..
think i might have given up my online travel blog or sth..
so much to write.. lost the momentum alr..
now i've started reading me CELL book by stephen king..
pretty freaky story (du-uh.. it's stephen king!)
bernie and wilton's gone out to scc now for some dumb meeting..
im stuck in the office laden w empty boxes and strewn papers..
cant wait for innovians outing next week!

2007-06-07T15:37:00.000+08:00

been reading a book about the google guys lately..
google does searches by putting the most visited site at the top of each searh and im proud to say..
skimming 'fengru' on google churns out my name first!
YAYY :D
thank you all you fans for making lfrjoan.blogspot.com the no.1 fansite of yours truly!

anyways..
sbgc is REALLY closing down..
like REALLY REALLY..
on the 24 we're gna cease operations and 27th the daikin boys will take away the aircon..
sian..
4 aircon-less days..
and im qt pissed they asked me not to go for the farewell game.
it's not as though im gna take their monehh..
i'll just take leave another day!
their loss if they insists on being hearless asses.
but no matter.
i've got innovians outing on sat.
miss everyone so much im really looking forward to meeting everyone.
hope darr's not the only one who turns up to whine abt hitting the clubs earlier.

now we are throwing and shredding paper..
in the end the 2 pathetic little machi9nes died on us and we had to use our hands..
3 boxes of sars forn shredded by bare hands.
nice..
shall start ripping phonebooks next.

i love miao :D
bought 2 tops at GSS yest.
we went too late and the stores close too early lahh..
sian. bye!

2007-06-01T20:58:00.000+08:00

i love this phone so much!
i love the way it can fit so nice into my jeans when my butt can barely.
i love the way it is so worn down by yours truly.
i love the way the battery keep dying.
i love the way it can do nth else properly 'cept for calling and msging.
oh mann.. im gna live behind a veil for 7 years when it dies.
it's been giving me so many problems recently..
like the screen'll just black out but i can still receive calls cos there's the vibration..
sian.
went thru the whole singtel web and there's seriously no other phone i like batter than this lil v3.
even the iphone..
i mean it's bigger than my ipod mann!
wth it'll prob not even fit my palm let alone any pocket!
i just hope v3 can hang in there till i get into uni and there are nicer phones..
i need a change of plan anw..
having no free incoming sucks..

on a lighter note, karr, fel and i went back to ijc just now..
went to collect our testis and chatted w the trs.
miss schooling so much..
karr was late as usual..
half an hour..
im really getting a little pissed at this recurring habit karr..
and it sucks when you act so nonchalant about it.
excuses excuses..
will really appreciate it if you can make some effort to be punctual and not just tell me you tried.
you tried you tried.. but apparently not hard enough seeing that you are ALWAYS late!
we brunched and had a lil career advice session w ms fong..
i reckon i'll be going smu lahh..
sian.. no hostel..
but comp engin's for geeks..
dont fancy learning stuff like resisters, feedback thingy and electrical blah blah..
shall cross my fingers, toes and eyes that i get into comm stud.
we then cabbed to seletar and they stayed only for a wee while then thomas came and made a din so they left.
sian. now i feel bad about tongue lashing at karr but i must voice this cos it's really bugging me.
karen. i hope you'll understand.
i made an effort to be punctual..
esp when it's just the few of us going out.
i wish you do too.

2007-05-30T14:20:00.000+08:00

i must really thank GOD for the friends he has given me.
thanks rong :D

Hello fengs,
asked my dad abt the comp engine thing.
Seng Ping says:

they learn what components make up computer and how they function. CPU, Memory, storage, etc. Also learn about how computers communicate with each other through network. How network operate, various networking equipment like router, bridge, modem,

Seng Ping says:

How to secure the data while in computer and during their transmission from one computer to another.

Seng Ping says:

Learn various computer comminication protocols, HTTP is one of them, Learn to write communication software/program.

Seng Ping says:

Job prospect is quite good.

and there is very little physics in it.

and can consider Computer Science also. The difference is Computer Engr is more hardware and Comp Sc is more software, like database, programming language, agorithm.

ok im not sure if this helps. but yea anymore qns that u wanna ask then u tell me k. But it might have changed after so many years. so yea! tell me when uve decided :)

it's these little gestures that matter so much.

2007-05-27T18:47:00.000+08:00

i really dont know what to do..
at a darn shitty crossroad now.
socialogy is definitely out of the question..
that leaves info systems at smu or comp engin at nus.
wtf.. i dint even know i put these down!
oh mann.. what am i to do?
the appeal for comm studies have been sent out..
now my future's at the mercy of some dude reading that pathetic 50word love letter.
someone point me the right direction!!
drats.

2007-05-25T16:04:00.001+08:00

heyhey..
i sort of sorted my travel blog:)
it's at lfrjoantaiwan.blogspot.com
or you can access from the 'i said' tab on the top.
gna continue jia jua w wilton now! watching SILENT HILL
*shudders*

2007-05-23T22:43:00.000+08:00

today was pretty mundane..
went to work,
slept during lunchtime,
lunched after lunchtime,
played pingpong w wilton..
and pretty much wasted damn alot of time sorting out the receipt stuff for the previous golf coms..
and wilton asked for this add..
after some deliberation i retaliated but quickly regretted..
he wont stop mocking!!
arghhh.. my self-esteem dropped to an all time low.
and there's this fasination w the dumb new carbonated ANYTHING and non-carbonated WHATEVER drink in the office..
anything's like sugar in kickapoo or sth..
yuck!!
anyways rong started a travel blog at amberyt.blogspot.com
helping her advertise.
maybe i shall start one..
after i told gary im dropping him, mike im back and the ssdc computer i need to book lessons.
well.. sounds like many chores?
at least i finished my ntu appeal.
:D waiting for them to be touched to tears by my LOOONNNNNGGGGgggg 50 word appeal.
WHATEVER.

2007-05-21T20:29:00.000+08:00

I cant talk abt the whole trip.
blogger will crash and close down.
all i can say the whole trip's so life changing and stressful im a totally changed person.
i lost weight:D
but still fat..
i learnt so many things and im glad karr's tog w me thru all this..
poor karr's still sick and i was qt sick yest too..
puked my breakfast lunch and dinner yest and slept so much i couldnt sleep at night..
haha.. nearly fainted today on the mrt on the way home too..
luckily my stop came and i balled up on a bench..
im so so happy to be back home..
i miss you miao too!!
i wna go hit the pillows soon..
will give a detailed analysis when i settled on whether to continue gary, call mike and book my riding lessons.
and speaking of which, we rented a bike in kenting:D (one w a 50cc motor alr!)
i miss miao alot alot too.. i dunno why i keep repeating this..
guess i feel sorry i cant meet her any sooner..
well..
once i get my bearings right and the jet lag (from oversleeping on sun) sorted we'll have a nice loooonnnnnggggggggg chat :D
karr.. rest more!

2007-05-02T19:21:00.000+08:00

ps: this is a super backdated, rotting in my archive post.

i hatehatehatehate blood-sucking, advantage siezing, idiotic men.
they love to blood suck, sieze advantages and act idiotic.
all for a few pennies..
shelf that for a while and talk about stuff that makes me :D first..
last fri(22june) was sngg campfire..
oh mann.. how i love/miss guides..
it's like so nostalgic looking at the gateway, terrifying signature table, backdrop etc..

they dint exactly do a splendid job..
but i guess it's alr for the 3year lapse in campfires..
met all the long lost seniors/juniors..
got updated on aixin's broken arm and where the green batch pple are going etc..
yupyup.. had a blast of a time catching up w everyone..
then there's the dumb campfire game where each contingent has to send a funny person up to tell a joke..
i DONT memorise jokes.
even if i do they are too explicit to be told at a campfire.. oops.
haha.. luckily i just scrambled back..
but two jokes the scouts told were more memorable..
what is a sheep w no legs?
a cluod (hahaha)
if tom has $10, his mum has $10, his dad has $10, where do they live?
commonwealth (hahaha)
after the campfire we went to sam's place to stayover after a supper stopover at mad jack's at jalan kayu..
ali and kat and rennie were there too and we spent the night ohhing and ahhing at rennie's cool black forest gigs..
went to sbgc for half a day the next day and went home to nap..
had mike circuit from 5-7..
wtf.. i asked him if he can drop me at bishan and he said nope, yck would be better..
thinking it might be more convenient for him i complied..
at 6.50, we passed bishan..
i asked him if he's gna drop me there and he said no..
wtf i drove all the way to yck and by the time i reached there it was 7.20..
i REALLY hate him..
and he had the nerve to charge me extra for that 20 mins..
cant believe anyone can be so ly and cunning and so conniving and slutty just for that extra $10..
was emitting steam by the time i slammed his car door..
met the innovians really late (but apparently not late enough.. karr was later)

ate at this hk xing wang restaurant place..
they have really good french toast..
ate till late then went to mos..
clubclubclubclub lalala then went over to karr's place to stayover.. (pls pardon this lack of details.. im writing this a fortnight after mann! how to remb ath!)
stayoverstayover free bed and breakfast then played w my bf jeron..
ohh.. and before i forgot..
we slept at 6.30 and woke up at 11.30..
sweetie jeron spared me the agony of waking up super early..
but the stupid funfair opp dint..
early morn started singing bad renditions of *my heart go shalalalala*..
i wanted to throw frogs down..
left esparis, bought my first bubble tea after tw trip, went ikea to get my photoframes and went back to seletar..
that day was the farewell game for members..
it wasnt even a competition so there was not much to do..
basically i was like wilton's leech..
took lots of pictures and watched at the gayatri pple like gijo and anthony set up everything..
i played w the mics and did my own bad renditions of i'll stand by youu..
everything was pretty routine until this AFDGAFDAGADFAGAD group of golfing men came screaming at poor bernie in her office..
they insisted regina dint follow the 'operation protocol' to refund money when she's doing them a favour by selling their tic for them cos their friend was absent..
then they dint tell when their friend came in the end and there's this screwup w the accounts..
HELLO!
sorry horr..
we have NO golfing manager so NO 'OPERATION PROTOCOL'
and regina also..
why must she always do pple personal favours..
and at her own expense!
to hell w those men lahh..
one whole table of them ratatatata on old little lady..
do they have no shame!?
still dare to say '$80 is nth to me lahh!'
$80 nth to you then pay up!
i hope lightning strikes them one day when they golf..
dinner was so sour after that incident and olga being olga wont stop sulking..
sian..
luckily regina's bro moses came and sang country songs w everyone..
i was so tired i left early..
3 days 2nights is too much for me to take!

now you know why i hatehatehatehate blood-sucking, advantage siezing, idiotic men.

2007-04-29T17:45:00.000+08:00

:D
karen came over last night so both of us can discuss the tw trip..
it's more or less settled..
im real excited at the prospect of travelling so independantly..
but tw's always been a bore for me..
hopefully this trip will change this decade old mindset..
gna talk about work..
heheh..
i really love work..
thank the stars i decided to stay on..
amybe they'd want me till sch starts even:D
it's like wilton's so nice to bully..
i'd feel so bored in the office all the time cos i do things real efficiently..
(everyone else types with their index fingers)
so i'd whine and whine..
i'd WILTON!!
and he'll WHAT?
and I'll nth..
Drives him up the wall but im loving it:D
I's call him on extension and boo him too..
but he's real smart w the lines..
he can block calls and transfer them..
once he transferred one to bernie..
i was more cautious from then on..
and there's this indian marshal kumar who's leaving for warren tmr..
so we're having a game after work..
wilton, kumar and i.
promise i will tee off nicely tmr (should go driving range later)
maybe i should go for EQ lessons or sth..
wasted a good 3 months moping about the job..
now i cant wait to return to work everyday!

last wed rong, ali, kat and i went to watch the 200pounds beauty..
darn funny but i guess karr ruined it for me when she told me the whole story..
which reminds me.
im still pissed at alvin for telling me dumbledore died in book 6.
im revising my old text and it irks me to death that i dint find that out myself..
no matter..
fengru will disappear from the face of the earth on the 21st july.

2007-04-20T11:09:00.000+08:00

two things..
I've been UNIfied!! (quote jean:D)
ahah.. smu sent me a letter for the business + IT course..
so now it's up to me to accept them..
ntu is giving me the jitters..
i hope news abt my comm studies interview arrive soon..

second:
I suddenly feel the power of forum yields..
some woman complained that we were still accepting membership applications as hthe club is closing down..
tsk tsk..
well..
im suddenly overwhelmed by the power of the public's voice.
like it has never been so real to me.
im sure gna miss this place mann..

yest i went karr's sis's place to stayover and plan our itenerary for the tw trip..
we are like total noobs and im so embarassed i know nth about that place i've grown up to feel bored in..
wtf.. the trip's just two weeks later and we are totally unprepared where to go..
karr is coming over next week to discuss with mum..
her jeron's grown so much cuter..
love him to bits..
the baby sister is also so goo gaga..
sweet.
im really qt glad we're going on our own..
like i believe the trip really involves the planning, the trip itself and the post trip trauma..
like the whole process is fun too!
remb the jamboree..
i had alot of fun doing those dumb swapsies too!
:) love karr!

today is the Annual golf championship..
haha.. i came almost a half hour late..
lucky no one told me off..
wilton and i took pictures and jaga the goodie bags and lucky draw prizes..
the touchiest thing happened in the afternoon at around 2.
vincent called me..
like just randomly..
suddenly i miss everyone damn alot..
like vince, alvin, darr, justin, ck, ryan, mike even..
i see the girls qt often so no missing them..
but i really miss the guys too..
like everyone's so segregated now.

i was so happy when he called lahh..
karr is so right.
no one makes an effort in keeping the friendship 'cept vince and ck..
oh wells.

the uni thing is getting worrying..
i called ntu and they said the wee kim wee sch mostly called the shortlisted candidates lar..
so i can only cry and weep to beg for a place when we return..
sian.
i miss friendless gits. :(

2007-04-18T15:14:00.000+08:00

hello hello.
this is a random entry done out of boredom..
bernie's out..
i just finished wrapping 10 water bottles and 8 hot flasks,
while watching some sappy horror flick that for some reason is NC16..
it doesn't even have a story line..
wilton brought it and we watched it in the golf manager's office turned storeroom..
yest karr and i went back to sng..
the most coincidental thing happened when we met pan lao shi..
she was my sec 1 chi lit tr..
i was like: pan lao shi!! do you still remb me?
she went: ahh.. yesyes.. feng something.. cai feng issit..
@#!%^#^%&*(!!!!!
i laughed and pointed to karr and told her THAT is cai feng..
im fengru!
OMG.. there are like thousands of chinese characters in the dictionary and she could piece two tog to come up with karr's name..
talk abt coincidences! this must be the king of it all..
i ate $1 laksa and 50cents fishball soup..
yum..
after last week's horror soggy mee i've decided to err on the side of caution..
dying of hunger is DEFINITELY better than dying of food poisoning..
we dint even get to go on the tram..
spent time at the ping pong area instead..
saw suzie lim..
ahah.. she said she could recognise my voice..
nice.
mentioned abt the coke can thingy..
guess she's been missing me..
along the way i peered into the guides den..
like everything's still the same..
so nostalgic..
the hours i spent in that room trying to coax ms gwee to allow us to throw away decades old project boards and goping souveniors..
i remb in sec 1 we'd sneak into the shed below the specs stand to get stuff like oil lamps and bricks out..
the pe dept is always so unaccomodating..
in sec 2 someone sealed it up and we had to climb thru all the way from the pe shed..
oh mann.. i think i have tears in my eyes alr..
the good ol' days..

2007-04-16T09:38:00.000+08:00

Hello all!
im gracing this blog officially as an almost-un-teenagy girl:D
see this is mon..
i was so busy entertaining my dear fans last week this is the first opportunity i can find to update all you sad folks about my exciting and vibrant bd week.
okayy.. start w stuff at seletar..
fat boy really carried the ping pong table to the member's lounge:D
yayy!! but now im regretting a little..
there's this indian marshall who wants to turn pro in 2 years at age 30 called kumar who kept asking me to play with him..
there goes my lunch naps..
tragic.
i bet this continual loss of sleep and perpetual play will make me lose whatever weight i have left..
:(
cruel cruel world.
wed was club night with my fav cat.
it was BORING (in CAPS)
guess im getting too old for this..
but the company was great:D
we went shopping and im hating her for making me doubt my esprit purchase..
i look good in blazers:D
shows im cut out to be an impt executive..
CEO-ship.. HERE I COME!!
miao treated me to pizzahut dinner.
2 girls, 1 hawaiian regular pan, 2 cups pepsi, 2 bowls soup dont go well at all..
nono..
my tummy was hanging out like mic's by the end of it..
poor public had to deal with that unsightly sight..
tsktsk..
and i was AWARDED th BOTTOM-LESS pit card from an officer from amex!!
OMG.. i feel richer than Paris Hilton!!
wait. i AM richer than her!!
I shall start a hotel chain
and call myself Bombay Joan
and sing a song - darkness beckons..
hahahaha..

fri was smu interview..
wtf.. the whole effing interview was effing 2 hours!!
quote fat boy: they ask you from the day you were born ahh!
and the worst part?
i was NEARLY late.
and worser than worse?
it was raining.
and the worsest of all worses?
i dint bring an umbrella!!
omg..
my only pathetic source of shelter to the school was my file of certs..
by the time i reached i was half wet and shivering..
gosh.
had 5 mins to use the hand dryer (not that it helped much)
i was the last to arrive and we went to a seminar rm to watch an intro video..
spent an hour there breaking ice with 5 other interviewees and talked to undergrads..
it was then that i found out info systems mgmt is actually Business + IT.
nice.
at least i was dry by the end of the hour..
the next was the interview..
panel of 3 interviewers and 6 interviewees..
there were like 4 parts..
first was telling them our fewlingzz of the article we chose and read in the other room..
mine was about nobel prize winners being lucky and having good social networks..
second was testing our analytical skills..
the qn (i chose qn 13 for the whole group of us): what is the no. of atoms in a human body?
they wanted us to break down the process i guess..
like there are how many cells in our bodies,
how many DNA in each cell,
how many atoms in a DNA..
like how was i supposed to know!?
part 3 was some dumb group game..
like skipping coins or sth..
guess they wanted to see how well we worked with other pple..
last was qn and ans..
glad when it finally ended..

guess who gave me a SURPRISE bd partehh when i stepped out of the terror school?
RONG AND ALI!!
one moment i was a lonely bd girl and the other i was a happy soul:D
love them mama mama fingers:D
they bought me an oreo cheesecake and we sat at smu games cafe..
played some dumb game called clue or sth..
rong was so irritating..
made me waste 1 hour of such an impt day on agony like that..
after she could stand it no more we went to PS to free load at swenson's..
haha.. it was damn funny..
the free bd banana split was supposed to come free WITH ANY PURCHASE.
well, we dint know we had to fulfill our part of the deal and were real uneasy with the idea of a free lunch..
haha..
rong claims it's the time of shift change so no one realised we dint make any opurchase..
haha..
was laughing our wits off when we realised we got away with a 3 scoop worth $6++
:D
even made a pact to go ice-cream cheating in all the swenson's outlets during ali's bd..
ahah.. naughty. i LIKEEeeeee:D
had din tai feng dnr w my family at night..
and another banana split w jean free..
this time we did make a purchase.. (my ice-cream cake)
yum!

on sat i went MOS w innovians..
haha.. fel was supposed to turn up alone..
but WALALALLAlalalalalalal.....
KARR came too!
haha.. and my hair was still wet and i just got out of my bd suit all unprepared..
karr gave me this real sweet notebook she decoed (dad broke off the flower in front and pretended it dint happed by hastily pasting tape behind)..
she had been real busy at work, that girl..
haha.. drew lots of cartoon pics betw pages and made me this CUTEST card:D
thanks for those lovE:)
fel gave me this pig keychain from (no prizes for guessing) mini toons..
was so pleasantly surprised..
thanks guys for putting in so much effort!
clubbing started out in a deary tone..
BORING!!
but aft fel left at 1,
karr and i explored the club and found this room full of and mohs..
dancing to ang moh oldies..
there were nice swing chairs..
to bad we deposited walla and spastic or it'd be good cameo opportunity..
when we finally got to sit on one of them,
a fat bouncer came and told us off for sitting on it tog..
tsktsk..
went back to smoove and just hung around cos we dint want to waste our $15..
suddenly we felt like meat. in a sea or sharks..
we'd change spots and they'd return..
i guess soon we were erm.. less uncomfortable..
and i actually enjoyed dancing with boys..
as long as they dont grind too hard it's really quite fun..
a change from grinding wans or karr..
haha..
even karen dint whine to go home!!
:D

2007-04-09T09:49:00.000+08:00

yest was so boring it was numbing..
fat boy and i zipped around the green taking pictures of old and JUNIOR golfers..
omg i was so disappointed there was NO ONE in the age range of 19-25..
ahah..
after lunch with my family in the morn at chong pang,
i had another lunch w the staff at humble SBGC..
GM's treat..
Olga was so funny she ordered so much food because she says to indulge while we can..
it's only once in a square moon that GM is so nice..
okayy..
there were 10 of us and we had 1 veggietarian(fat boy) and bernie cant eat spicy stuff..
so betw the 8 of us there was 2 curry fish heads, mutton, chicken.. all indian fare..
took more pictures and hung around..
dinner was stupid too..
amidst olga's and the technician uncle's bullying to get them more beer,
we drowned ourselves in lime juice and tiger to wash off the terrible stinging hot as hell food..
after dinner olga and i played poison ball..
like threw the humongous excercise ball all over the office..
ahah.. i guess it's the first time they see me so hot and fiery..
nice.
mum and dad was so nice they came to pick me up..
anw i havent gotton any call from smu..
sian.
or ntu or nus for that matter.
i need to get a degree!!
anw fat boy told me there were a few golfers yest who work at moe..
shit. i should have bought them coffee..
cant wait for wed and fri and sat..
yest i ate so much indian food i feel so bloated..
im middle feels like i swallowed a watermelon whole.
sian.

2007-04-05T23:29:00.000+08:00

okayy..
FINALLY have a chance to show the world the PROWRESSSSS of walla walla:D
look and be jealous you are NOT ME :D

Miao and i on our SELETAR ESCAPADE/PAT TOR/CYCLING TORTURE.. whatever you wish..

GYMNAST:D ILOVEPULAUUBIN!!

Im blocking Eunice Olsen :( at the 90th anniversary dinner

karen is a monster rightt:D

okayy.. see and drool..
gna hit the pillows..
i really should go church tmr..
tsktsk..

2007-04-05T10:15:00.000+08:00

yest mum and i cycled home..
in 1hr 15mins..
i think cwx is too weak we took ages to cycle there..
now my bod's all aching and i really felt like staying in bed..
im so friggin pissed with jean lahh..
i was like so friggin tired yest and her stupid friends wont stop msging her..
and she wont stop REPLYING!!
i promised i felt so murderous i felt like punching her..
fatique saved that girl's face mann..
i just ate half of my $2 orange bowl..
karr was right..
it was pretty soggy..
shoulda have bought bee hoon or sth that wont sog as much as yellow mee..
but im still loving it:D
cant wait for lunch..
ORANGE BOWL RAWKSSSSSSSSsssss!

anw i was reading my previous post and i forgot to mention my new friend..
he's wilton..
part of the 3 person strong team here at seletar..
not like i just knew him but i just started really talking to him..
now you can see how i actually need 3 whole months to warm up to strangers..
the world may see me as a open and noisy baboon..
but i really dont like to socialise much if i can choose..
see i wanted to save my socialising energy for my friends..
since here in seletar everyone's 40 and above i see no point..
anyways..
back to wilton fat boy..
he told me last sat about how he lived in the states for 5 years of his life..
tog w a few malaysian and sporean friends,
they stayed in his uncle's houses..
uncle's a landlord y'see..
he helped look after the unit and sometimes he get paid..
they'd help those senior citizens to buy stuff or fix toilets..
they are not there on work permit so they had only to do odd jobs..
they get USD$50 an hour and no matter if they turn up late..
the loaded old people will just pay anw..
so from these they earn an income and when they have enough they'll go visit the countryside..
or LA or Hawaii..
it's like so carefree and fretless..
and when they ran out of money they'll go back to earn more..
ahhhh..
i really wna do sth like that for 2 months or sth..
he did mention he regretted the whole escape a little when he return..
like all his friends are some high-flying execs or managers and he's just an admin person..
well.. you gain some and you lose some..
and before he went he was a flight planner at changi airport..
he manages the flying mass of the loads and landing routes etc..
like evryday he had to plan an average of 2 routes and run across the tarmac to pass the plan to the captains..
pretty impt job considering 300+ lives are on his hands each time..
then like every day when he arrive at work he'll check the teletext..
'fight SQXXX has landed/take off safely' and phew he'll go and the mad rush begins..
so from that day onwards im less dao towards him and everyone else..
started to ask about the future of the club, when it's closing down etc..
and bernie mentioned how the landlord will change from june onwards and everyone may go jobless..
that's why my contract's until june..
now that i realised im part of the big closing plan i might stay till june..
or not.
will decide when i return from the tw trip..
i should start work now..
im so sleepy i cant wait for lunch:D

2007-04-04T15:32:00.000+08:00

hello..
im suddenly loving karen and miao alot..
like damn alot.
ahah..
start flom yeztherdaee..
mee and varn zinc and ciao yink vent to village too seleblate mai birdday..
zhey kap inzistink it's villa-jay..
bart it's nort evn opent by jay chou why kall villa-jay i oso dunch noee..
i orrdarred bakett lice and they orrdarred zome ang moh potato thingies..
i ish fewlingz mai foot izz da bezztestest..
zhey izz kept stilling mai foot..
ciao yink look veli pwetty yessthurdehh..
bhat zhe's nort a belly varsatile speackherr..
miao ant i can mimik hongkees and indhians and malaisians..
i wars belly high..
veally veally lubb actink clazzy wib my miaomiao.,.

today i went to sn w karr..
and weiling and 2 more wisdom pple..
ahah.. felt so demoralised talking to those smarty poo poos..
and WTF!! found out doris got 4 As!!!
saw wong moo moo (are you happy cwx?)
and mrs chong took our photo..
karen had to give a fake name..
poor dude..
the other time rong and i were also snapped..
not as though we landed ourselves a front page connexio print or sth..
haha..
i ate $1 ORANGE BOWL, $1 MUSHROOM RICE, 60CENTS CHICKEN, 40CENTS WANTON, $1 MILO DINO, AND DA PAO $2 ORANGE BOWL FOR LUNCH TMR.
CAB THERE FROM YCK WAS $3.50 AND BACK WAS $6.
SO TOTAL EXPENDITURE? $15.50..
WAHH.. it's like the same as yest's village dinner plus v-something ice cream:(
but it for ubin it was well worth it:D
then all the erm.. intellectuals went to look for their sources of intellect (trs)
karr and i went to my source of failure. (pulau ubin)
ahah.. there were some stupid pri kids initially..
luckily our patience paid off..
we still had half hour to jump around:D
karr took a couple of great pictures..
but windows 98 wont eat usb cables..
so after my 7 year mourn for lin-T3 i shall start posting them:D
or when i reach home :D
ahah.. we made friends with some cheena gym coach and he taught us some pointers..
kewl.
love the tram!!
next time even if i live in a 3 room apt i will still make space for a tram:D

later back at the office luckily bernie went home..
haha.. so no matter that i was 15 min late..
i found an excercise ball in the office so it's like a round tram under my butt all the time now:D
wilton and sham and i went on an impt mission to scc just now to collect 4 barrels of tiger beer..
and hell. was it heavy.
i felt like a house mover:D
and when we returned wilton's supposed to blend orange juice fo sham but he left..
so i've got a tram under my butt and im sipping orange juice waiting to go home!
pure bliss.

2007-04-03T17:33:00.000+08:00

pls be noted the previous post it NOT written by me..
lest you are some high flying editor and wanted to ask me in for an interview for your fashion mag and changed your mind cos of that dismal entry..
i guess i still have time..
the 2/4 nims are gna be late.. so no matter:D
bb anyways.. fat boy needs to lock up!

2007-04-03T17:22:00.000+08:00

okok.. really wanted to blog..
but as you can see.. it's almost knockout time..
so im gna pick and adapt from chen miao's post:D
(ps: everything is in her pt of view so i dont totally agree..)
hi!
saturday 31 mar
skipped ballet.
wanted to be intellectual for the day by going to the library to borrow thought-provoking books but received a call from bffg. turned out she got pangsehed by her not so GGF (good guide friends) so we decided to go on a cycling date. met her on her way back home from work and she told me about how she got lost in fantasy with fatboy and took the wrong bus home (tsk tsk you need to be careful my dear one day some guy will just entice you with some story and you'll go home with him although i know you'll be lovin it). we dropped by her humble abode and after many compliments from her mummy we set out on our adventure. but first we went to fix her sandals which were in sorry conditions and had a friendly chat with the cobbler and took some photos.
then the real adventure began.
we wanted to cycle to chong pang. then changed to sembawang beach. (wtf right why sb ask bffg she likes) then on the way there it began to pour. like literally pour. it was really bad to the extent we couldnt see so we took a pit stop at a bus stop.
then we decided to cycle to scc (bffg is VERY adventurous) but on our way there again it began to pour (again) so we stopped for tea. waffles!!! yummilicious. and she laughed at boys who think they're damn funny. which i think they're not. =(
okay we set off again when the rain wasnt so heavy.
seriously ive never done anything in the rain before except to curse and swear but this time i was enjoying myself ; we sang we lauged we shouted we spoke like indians (omg humble yishun has got damn a lot of them but not like we care and not like they give a hoot about us speaking like them i think they think we're kEwLx) and i dreamt about doing the same thing with _____________ (ahahahah slap me). we stopped by some seletar place to take photos okay not alot a few only cus bffg needed to shit damn badly and she was afraid when night falls no one could see us so after the entire afternoon we finally reached seletar.
while bffg shitted in the smelly toilet i modelled and both if us refused to open the toilet door so we waited for the angmohs to open it then squeeze out.
after that we went up to her office to club.
LOL. damn hilarious. we were having the ball of our time when bffg mummy called and we hadda leave =(
overall it was a good day i love bffg alot and we spoke like you know and you know you know you know. =D
ok i think i should be able to you know on the you know i seriously gained damn alot of weight already wtf im going on a dietz next week.

2007-04-02T16:28:00.000+08:00

'and whosoever liveth and believeth in Me, Shall never die' John 11.26
OBITUARY
In Loving memory of

Lin-T3
Passed away peacefully on 21 March 2007
age:2
Dearly missed and fondly remembered by

Mama:
Fengru
Aunt:
Jean
Hated:
wanxin
Daughter:
Walla Walla Lin

Grandchildren(yet-bought), relatives, friends and all loved ones.
Body is resting in all of our hearts.

2007-03-29T10:10:00.000+08:00

YAYY!!
LOVEITLOVEITLOVEITLOVEIT :D
haha the process of us getting it a huge joke..
let me start with the start of it all..
mum and dad first went to courts to hunt the exilims down..
they were all around $50 more than the best denki ones..
so i met the both of them at best after seperating from karr..
i reached bishan first so i went to best first to get a first touch on the likes of casio V7 (7xzoom) and the EX-1000 (10mp)..
they were all so pretty but definitely not the fat promoter..
the guy was so fat i was fearful for my life lest one of those buttons popped and killed me like a silver bullet..
when i asked to hold any of the cameras he would just fling them across the table..
okayy..so a kid cant afford his cameras?
okayy.. here marches in my parents armed with huge wallets and credit cards..
his attitude TOTALLY changed..
xian..
wahh this camera got whatwhat function..
it can do whatwhat..
really dint want to buy from him..
but as seasoned conmen, my parents pushed on..
the bargain began..
hha.. dad kept saying how courts is cheaper and gives out free batteries..
mum asked him for a 1G card and batteries..
haha.. and he was thinking abt giving us a 256MP card or cleaning kits or mini tripods..
haha.. what a conspiracy!!
his colour immediately changed and i guess his sales must be pretty bad for he gave us an unaccounted EXTRA 1G card..
which means it's not to be reflected on the receipt..
he prob goped it from the company and wanted it for himself or sth..
hahaha.. when he took the camera from this store he just flinged it across the table!!
wahh..hahahahahahaha.. sorry cant stop laughing..
his face was so black
but no matter..
we got our bargain!!
:) and the best thing?
the camera bag is real pretty:D

and yest karr and i took half day to eat niang tofu and help mdm lim help us do the appraisal..
the $20 i lost cos of the leave was well spent mann..
she's so nice and meticulous..
there was these rows of diff strenths like integrity and creativity and academic level..
i scored 'best 5 of my career(auntie's career)' for all except 3(for which i got EXELLENT)..
heyy.. it's good okayy.. there's a total of 7 ratings..
haha.. it looks so impressive im so scared that during the interview it'll all come crashing down..
thank god the system was crafted in a way im not supposed to be at her side when she writes it for me:D
so i can feign innocence like 'ohh.. i dint know she held me in such high regard!!'
:) this post has been lying in my edit file for too long..
her you go wanxin:D

2007-03-27T16:48:00.000+08:00

what i did for today;
-key in a few scorecards
-do two posters to tell golfers they cant step into the members' lounge on the 14th cos of a private event (maybe my friends booked it to surprise lil old me:D)
-data entered 5 golfers into wingolf

AND

-ate lunch (comprises of a quart chicken, curry fish, 2 pock ribs and rice) (im a carnivore 'y see)
-slept from 12.30 to 1.58 (pompous old man came in and shocked me out of dreamland 2 mins premature)
-managed to convince Mr Ng and Mdm lim to write me an appraisal on top of ms fong.
(is having 3 trs v pathetic and mundane?)
-read the newspapers from cover to cover (yes even the life section)
-found out conrad centennial is spelled that way and it's at suntec
-decided to take halfday leave to ijc tmr to assist mdm lim w my appraisal.
-helped karen dear to edit her uni entry essays
-nicked a nice huge piece of boogus from my nose and chewed it nice and soft:D

ok.. kidding (or not:D).. what im trying to say is im feeling like such a huge lump of fat i think i have to hang a sign telling mdm im really fengru or she wont recognise me.. (hahahaha.. this is damn funny)

ahahaha.. im so bored..
so is miao..
i should really reply her dingdong lawyer letter..
but i guess im just too lazy..

anw did i blog abt last sat?
guess not..
karr came over w the initial intention to apply for uni tog w me..
turned out she won herself free nuggets, crystal jade dinner and haagen daz ice cream..
huge loss..
haha.. spent the night stoning and getting real hyped up about tw..
and yest i FINALLY PASSED MY CIRCUIT PRELIMS!!
haha.. maybe tmr i'll go apply for pdl and i can ride on the real roads alr:D
i feel like arnold swazwarnegger.. erm swarswarneggar.. swazwernigger.. whatever.
i feel like the TERMINATOR.
after i pass my 2B riding i wna go for 2A..
yest i went to the driving centre early and saw the instructors vroom up a slight hump near the entrance and some of them could do the front wheels fly thing..
KWEL:D
i wna to be able to do that too..
okayy.. karen's free now.
so i've got COMPANNYYYYY!!
BYE!

2007-03-26T10:54:00.000+08:00

hello friends and family and fellow members of this cyber community!!
pls be noted come friday the 13th is a VERY important date!!
more significant than some 13 killings in one night..
more memorable than a mad raging beast running thru the streets..
pls drop me an email to enquire the mailing address to send your gifts and cards:D

PS: book me early to avoid disappointment!
dates 11 and 14 are alr taken so what are you waiting for?!

2007-03-23T09:39:00.000+08:00

and i nearly forgot..
i failed my lesson 5 prelim for circuit riding thingy..
by 2 points..
and HELLO! i even managed to ride thru the narrow plank lehh..
life's just not fair..
the minussed 10 points at the slalom i domt even know why..
i shall demand an ans next week or tell them to speak to my dingdongdingdong lawYer..
next week i shall stop being geh kiang and go for circuit revision alr..
:(

and my dingdong lawYER came to visit me yest at humble woodylands..
ate humble foodcourt food..
and shopped at humble super savings supermarket..
sat at humble metal railing and humbly chatted..
it's so nice to sit and not do ath at all..
miao.. you are choped on the 11th!!

2007-03-23T09:23:00.000+08:00

I wanna shave my hair.
im serious this time..
saw this lady with a shaven head yest..
she was oozing so much feminity and appeal i wna do it too!!
of course im not gna shave till it's shiny bald..
but i want it army boys short.
i shall buy a wig and a paperboy cap lest i hate it..
but i wont..
im hating my tresses..
im wanting to feel wind actually blowing my head:D
it'll feel sooooo good..
im doing it once the uni stuff is settled..
once im done with all the interview stuff..
so EXCITED!!

anyways my camera is REALLY fried:(
to fix it will cost $400..
oh wells..
it's time to get one with antishake..
the shake thing is really giving me qt alot of problems..
but i tried my dad's cam w the anti shake thing..
the printouts still turn out pretty bad..
maybe i have parkinson's..
speaking of which..
the FUNNIEST thing happened yest..
the pompous old man decided to stop being so dependent on everyone he asked me how to add a new member into the wingolf system..
i stood there waiting for half an hour as he tried to find the 7s and Ls on the keyboard..
okayy nvm.
after 1 hour when he's finally done keying in the 5 scorecards,
he made me run through the whole process w him again..
and guess what he had the cheeck to say when he's done?
ahah.. help you save some time..
!@!#%%^$&*()*&)
nice.

2007-03-21T14:08:00.000+08:00

I dont know what's gotten into me..
i have stopped trying to secretly surf the web during office hours..
i have stopped trying to skive while pretending to do memberships..
i hope it's not the mundane infused into my blood or sth..
I MUST NOT GET USED TO THIS DRAB!!

for the past week or two i've been lunching at 11..
and going to the members' lounge to sleep on the sofas from 12-2.
good shit..
i feel so good that they are paying me 10 dollars (still got cpf) to sleep :D
did i tell i'm retired from clubbing?
at least till miao pack some pounds?
and i just told kelly my new tutee's mum i really cannot teach her daughter no more..
im too tired..
good ol' fel's saved my from that little glitch..
so well..
good for me.
but i alr taught the girl 2 lessons..
should i take the money?
ai yahh.. whatever lahh..
now that im not going uk and mum agreed to sponsor my tw trip (i think she's starting to regret.. but a $1000 sponsor is still good),
i've stopped being such a slave to green paper.
so i've decided to be a spendthrift from now on.
but where and when can i spend all that moneyy?

went to ijc to collect my appraisal..
actually it's my testi..
well.. after reading it i realised why ms fong gave me that when i asked her for an appraisal..
it was so long and so erm.. utopian in a person's context i can well be the next candidate for prime minister..
haha.. reckon there are 700++ prime ministors' testis in the General office now..
i miss school..
i miss running away from school..
i miss hating school (and chem!)
im bored out of my skin right now..
and i really dont feel like working cos bernie's out..
im sure i've heard stories of employees getting sacked cos of what the boss read on their blogs..
will that happen to me?
whatever.
to do:
get mr ng and ms j to write me a REAL appraisal..
get a life.

2007-03-19T11:33:00.000+08:00

hello all netcitizens!!
I AM NOT GOING UK AFTER ALL :(
we were just 14mins's late for the $777 booking and everything screwed up from there..
actually im secretly glad mum help me make the decision..
i was pretty beaten by the stress of such an impulsive decision..
and evryone's parents were pretty paranoid..
i was really tired of all the negotiations..
so well now i can direct all my strength on the tw trip..

Had my first tuition w kelly (gary's neighbour)
she's so demure and quiet..
at night, karr and i went to some buffet at bukit timah cc..
wth the buffet was not even buffet but oliver twist style..
everyone went down the line and food was plonked onto your plate..
totally not worth my $10..
the event?
old aunties and ah mah's line dancing partehh..
aka 50years old ++ clubbing..
went home and became real sick the next day..
the headache was so unbearable i asked mum to hurry bring me go see doc..
i was so tired i fell asleep at mass..
god will understand. right?
im still very disorientated today..
but tonight got tuition too..
if i dont work today i'll lose $100
not gna let that happen..
love the S with a vertical line too much!!

2007-03-12T13:12:00.000+08:00

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm loving my family..
im loving my friends..
im loving life..
im loving EVERYTHING!!!
my life is falling so well into place i feel like im at the centre of the universe and everything just revolves around ME!!!

mum agreed to sponsor my UK trip:D
on apr..
so my bd's gna be away from home for the first time..
OMG!!
it's like 7 years since the last time..
haha.. was too young to comprehend everything then..
this time im gna sit next to river Thames to sip coffee..
im gna watch live comedy..
im gna watch a theatre show from westend musical..
im gna stay in Bed and Breakfast/backpackers/hostel places..
im gna visit paris agn:D
10 whole days of PURE (historic) bliss..
and the best part?
3 weeks later im going TW!!

OH MANN!
i need to buy insurance that covers heart failure from overexcitement:D

anyways open houses was pretty uneventful..
i've decided to go NUS and do CS.
but secretly i wna do industrial design..
design products..
but my grades dont make the cut..
so CS it is!!
cant wait for my varsity life:D
(with my newly promoted MITB)

2007-03-10T08:50:00.000+08:00

BBQ was.. erm.. HORROR-FUL!
haha.. but the company was great..
thank god HongRong and Sam came..
they're really the jollybeans of any party..
then there was fel, thomas, ryan, vince, ck, darr, and of course karr and i..
the food was A BIG WASTE OF MONEY..
we were there just for the company lorr..
anw i really dont think this kinda outings will happen again..
the boys just dont care less..
the others just wna complain abt the lack of outings and when there's one,
they wont turn up.
ok. well done.
HIU PUISER. I HATE YOU.
not that you'll read this anw so it wont matter..
HR brought this huge bottle of Scotch Whisky and we only finished a portion..
haha.. the food was good but i just dint have the appetite or patience to cook the darned drumsticks..
and v paiseh to feed on someone else's hard work..
drinks were the most convenient thing to consume..

THEY DUMPED ME INTO THE POOL.
i thought they were only kidding since they were all hesitant and i dunno.. afraid?
and these sort of things only happened to boys, no?
haha.. but when they did the full monty came..
not even my crocodile death-rolls worked..
luckily my head dint hit the edge of the pool..
luckily i dint swallow any chlorine water..
luckily i dint fall apart at the impact of hitting the water..
okayy im exaggerating..
but it was still qt erm.. qt dangerous of them..
was really qt shocked when they did it..
ck is so oily and huge it's hard to dump him in..
haha.. but when ryan grabbed hold he was like riding rodeo..
i tell you the picture is so hilarious it's better than WWE.
gambled the night thru..
stupid darren smoked me thru a trip 8 and i was so happy with a trip 5..
hating him..
haha.. but eventually i won him $8.40..
so that night my $12 bbq was free and i even got a $1.40 extra to ride the bus home:D
PAIR QUEEN!

2007-03-08T13:31:00.000+08:00

hello world!
im now A VERY important admin person!!
i've been tasked to do posters and banners and invite cards to the SBGC annual golf champoinship and interclub game:D
im gna do a supurb job so i can use this as a (abeit dumb) testimonial to get into my CS:D
cant wait for tmr..
im gna starve myself whole afternoon to take advantage of the $12 dinner..
karr and i just called the boys so sam and tx and hr are coming too!
ahah.. i like SAM!
as in he's so commendable for being the coolest always..
you wna club next wed?
ok.
i likeeee... *slurp*
the rest will be like.. see first/ i dunno/ who's going?
the BIG SCC bosses (GM, anthony etc.) are here so i have to stop phone conves w rong and all..
tsk..
anw i think i really like advertising..
yest was the first time i could conc on my job wholefully while doing the posters..
w/o going online or stone or fall asleep..
mum is right..
i AM getting to freakkin fat.
i feel like zhenting's FAT hamster/WX's dead FAT hamster(either mother of father)..
i can feel all my cholesterol bubbling..
i can feel my triple chins doubling in size..
i can feel my bum jiggling..
the only thing i cant feel no more is my toes.

i shal swim tmr. ALOT.

2007-03-05T13:53:00.000+08:00

i want to do CS..
and pathalogy and criminology and applied maths and engineering..
im so confused now..
this deal will decide my future!
no more anyhow taking math and chem and phy so all options can be kept open!!
congrats to all who did so well..
rong, kat, miao, soon, EVERYONE!
i hope all of you hurry get your scholarships and whatnots everyone else pls just go poly or ITE.
thank you.

last fri i kept myself VERY busy..
good thing i did that anw..
first was riding..
i was real bad at pillion riding..
my engine kept dying cos i was so nervous at having a REAL human sitting behind me..
then during driving mike was trying to be chatty and i was so anxious i just gave one word anws..
until IT happened.
omg i was driving along thomson rd from yck to woodylands when i spotted this giant turtle in the middle lane..
i immediately braked in the nick of time and missed the slow moving shell..
i braked so suddenly the engine stalled and i was so shocked i kept fumbling w the ignition..
luckily no car was on my lane behind..
but the turtle was not as lucky..
a car was speeding so quickly it rammed right onto the shell..
initially i was still hoping the turtle may have escaped betw the wheels..
no such luck..
red flesh and yellow undershell was exposed..
GAG.
omg.. it was so traumatising i've never seen ath other than an ant or cockroach die.
ok.. no more pathalogy for me..
mic was trying to be funny to calm me down by saying i should have hurried on w the ignition and maybe he could hve saved the poor turtle and maybe he could win the 10 million draw that day..

after the results collection was tears and joy..
tears of thanks to all the trs and joy of the end of wretching chapter of my life..
i must really say thanks to mr mah..
thanks for having faith in me even when i dint pass my first prelim math..
thanks ms fong for perpetually staying back to help me finish the tys..
thanks mdm lim for all the sarcasm and snide remarks..
mostly.
thank you ms tan for your patience..
i've been a brat of a kid mann..
skipping lects, sleeping in class, asking for remedial and expecting her to spoonfeed me, never doing any work, playing w fire in the lab, talking when you are so painstakingly trying to explain what you've explained umpteen times, and non-stop laughing at you..
(emo.. emo..)
the next phase of my life must be planned properly..
i will seriously appreciate any help w making my decision..

that night was MOS. again.
alth it was 23bucks but it was well spent mann..
we had 2 free drinks which i enjoyed on cranberry brandy..
not to mention the extra drink tic i found on the floor..
haha..
call me cheapskate but $23 is real steep alr!
im so proud of the last hurray cos i managed to redeem it right before lights on..
tx had another tic and when he went to redeem it they declined:D
anw that day was real enjoyable cos we stayed all the way till lights on..
there were so many pple who went that day..
sam, alvinyeo, alvinng, tx, darr, fel, kar, me, vince and 4 of his friends (*slurp.. KEITH from dubai!!)
towards the end the crowd was not so bad and everyone (even tx) were happily jumping around..
haha while the boys got their 1 for 1 i actually fell alseep..
yep! despite the noise and fag..
the anxious day must have gotton into me. bad.
dozed off in the taxi ride back too..
fel came over to stayover and i dint sleep well too cos i was afraid she might wna go home or sth.. kept waking up to read the clock..

the next day went career fair w karr and ryan..
collected loads of info..
nth beats sitting in a cafe w cheesecake just watching time go by..
i really feel like just sitting by after the tw trip..
but if i just stay at home i will just keep having domestic arguments w mum..
oh wells..
maybe i dont have the liberty to choose even..
sbcc may just sack me for wanting to take a 3 week leave..
pimple stricken-

2007-03-01T14:24:00.000+08:00

my abs are hurting..
after months of inactivity it's bound to creak.. who was i kidding..
im so sleepy i slept on young's car on the way out for lunch..
if im w my family i'd prob refuse to wake up..
yest was club day.
miao and i were supposed to go buy diamonds for my engagement..
saw darr on the way and found out sam was real early too..
wth..
8.30 and ryan was the last to arrive..
mos was alr lahh..
i dunno..
miao and i went powerhouse for free drinks..
haha.. we finished the 5 in a half hour coming out all tipsy..
it's the first time i felt so WHEEeeeeeee..
(im so sleepy i really dont feel like blogging but tmr will be so life defining this will sound too mundane to blog abt..
we strutted to clarke quay to find darr, sam and ryan..
darr got dumped. again.
good thing too i really dont like the girl i dunno why..
went to mos and was happy w the lack of crowd..
how short-lived.
got squished left right centre by millions of soil.
wth i thought they cant drink and partehh why are they still here..
haha.. miao and i formed a great team butt bumping them off the podium?
did i mention yest was the first time i stepped on top?
in the end soil conquered and we left for the main dancefloor..
WHOOHOO!!!!!!!!!
we are such 60s ROCKIN" BABY!!
IT'S MY LIFE.. IT"S NOW OR NEVAA!!!!!
totally went wild i need to get bell bottoms:D
anw mos sucks..
no free drinks is understandable..
but PLAIN WATER!!??!!
will it kill them to provide tap water to us poor thristy hippos?
wtf
too bad powerhouse.. erm targets the MATURE crowd..
'else their 5 FOC drinks + door gift is surely more inviting..
ok karr.. we try dbl o next..

tmr how?
luckily i packed the whole morn w lessons..
wont be able to take having to sit like a drenched duck at home biting my nails off..
now i've got nth to do agn..
so i shall crap more..
due to adverse whether conditions,..
i reckon the course is running at a loss..
like i've only seen 4 pple tee off today..
sad.

since im so bored i shall talk abt the robbery here..
it's qt boring cos it doesnt concern me..
but olga's real excited abt it..
well here goes..
there's this celing board that can be removed from the ladies' toilet..
there's this worker here who used that loophole to climb through the vent to the golf shop next to the downstairs toilet..
he stole some money and returned thru the toilet..
(why wont he just rob through the front door i dont understand since the club perpetually has alot of pple coming in and out and they're bound to see him even if he climbs thru the vent..)
they found the culprit and he has to pay the few hundred dollars in a few days or they report him to the police..
what's stupider is that there are 2 of those vents in the gents too..
why would he risk being charged for rape by using the ladies?
lousy robber..
bet i can do a better job..
any recruiters?

2007-02-28T11:26:00.000+08:00

okayy.. i've stopped feeling afraid for fri.
im just excited for tonight..
chen miao baby RWARRRRRRR!!!!!
haha.. and HAPPY BD RYAN!!!!!!!!!!!!
im so happy now i have nth to do and for the first time bernie said: later
when i asked if she had ath for me to do :D
and today's PAYDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
muahhahaha!!
i feel rich..
today i'll find out how evil cpf is..
do i qualify for the workfare payout?
anw i took leave on fri and sat to celebrate alr..
booked riding lessons in the morn and mic right after..
i'll be reall cool and snazzy when i arrive driving in red hot wheels:D
but today i shall just CARPE DIEM!!

2007-02-27T14:15:00.000+08:00

the HK drama is depriving me from sleep.
im so tired i feel hungover.
headachebodyachecrossedeyesspacedoutbrain..
i shall stop bringing the ipod to bed every night!!

2007-02-26T09:22:00.000+08:00

D-DAY ON FRI.
Im so jittery i need a pacemaker..
what's gna happen on fri will affect me for the next 45 years.
OMG. why dint I think of it that way the numerous times i ponned chem lect for ping pong?
not that i did well for ping pong anw..
gosh.
i cant sleep properly no more.

last fri was steamboat at vince's house..
small gathering only kar, fel, alvin, ryan, ck and i turned up..
i lost $5 :(
alvin won. alot.
haha.. i shall pretend to be positive and take it as a sign from the gods im not cut out to gamble but studies is the way to go for me.. :D
steamboat was.. not worth my $12..
haha.. the beer and coke and what's not filled my stomach and wasted space there..
oh wells.. the company was cool..
i slept early (as usual)..
(pls note that 'early' is a comparative term)
watched more dicey business..

the next day was thinking day at indoor stadium..
rong was late as usual..
im cooler..
i PLANNED to be late:D
her dad picked me up from kallang mrt and drove us in.
well im definitely thankful for that..
the area's totally evolved since the days of NDP 2003 :D
ms J still instills fear in me..
we organised the prize table and went to the ladie's to hide for 2 hours..
rong. i promise you.
if my parents allow, i will go UK as long as i get into media studies!
after that little break was pure hectic..
we had free fried rice and chicken wing lunch and changed
changed into that tight, fugly thing,
rong and i were so anti social..
totally stuck to ourselves..
we were asked to run to tell norizan when teo chee hean and mrs nathan arrives.
haha.. i felt like an impt OFFICER :D
I think last year was too messy w 6 MCs so this year there's only norizan and rina..
yep! rina the J2 when i was in sec1 :D
i miss lai chun. pardon my randomness.
rong and i ran around finding the sn guides and ms gwee during the ceremony..
guess who came? alone?
chunjia..
haha.. with liting, hannah, sirui, tongtong..
she's like totally still skinny but her face grew fatter..
her skin's all wrinkly too..
hmm. cj should really take care mann..
the ceremony went by without much of a glitch..
then is RECEPTION!@!@
rong and i totally stuffed our faces there :D
haha.. im giving away $30 for not working today..
not to mention travel expenses..
of course we'll stuff ourselves silly!!
i LOVE the cheesecake, the otah, the siew mai, the cream puffs..
*SMACKS*
everyone was asking us to pay the $5 YA fee..
i will go pay if i drop by bishan..
rong.. you should too lahh..
i mean. i dont mind doing this sort of stuff once a year..
i like guides. love it.
after that we took pics w gwee and some yucky looking harley davidson men..
IM MARRYING WHOEVER OWNS A HARLEY DAVIDSON AND PILOTS PLANES!!
omg the bike engine sounded so sexy i was nosebleeding..
at the dressing room later we were a little humiliated by the NY girls guider..
i dont like her at all..
miss yiwen..
all the YAs were having a little meeting and we were totally the last ones in..
not embarassing at all..
she was like.. how many siew mais did you eat?
oh mann.
went thru the events coming up and stuff..
there were qt a couple of totally dedicated pple..
well.. not us..
but glad we went for the meeting..
we got free tixs to chingay!!
haha.. we met ali in town and stumblesd across some lime flea market..
all the clothes were soggy..
but rong and i each got a one dollar shirt each since it's ALOT better than fugly YA polo..
i got a $12 belt too..
:D spendthrift
chingay was erm.. okayy..
but the audience was &^%%&#^*^)!!
there was totally no seat room and the dancers only dance at 3 main points..
miao was dancing so i wanted to catch a good view so ali, rong and i scurried around trying to squeeze ourselves a peek at the dancing area..
omg there was this couple who HAD to take up space for 5 with their foldable stool, picnic basket and their bigger than life butt..
ali and i asked nicely but they just REFUSED to budge..
we just sat on the gravel in front of them but got chased away by ushers..
i started hurling $%$&* and &$%^^#$..
omg. singaporeans can be so vile sometimes..
in the end we just stood in the bushes..
then miao can along with her lookalike..
HELLO!! that girl totally look like her can!!
and i asked for more pics and she succumbed alr!!
how'd i know pple will be so buai hiao bai!!
oh mann..
and to think i screamed so loud..
and miao herself HAD to spell out my mistake for all to hear.
hate you.
i hope you and ***** drown in your little infatuation.

on sun was gary..
haha.. his mum gave me a tub of desert for my family..
i think she must be real thankful for the GREAT job i did on her son:D
haha.. she REALLY wanted to give me an ang pow too okayy..
too bad some grandma just passed off so my wallet's staying thin..

i wna get into UNI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-02-21T14:32:00.000+08:00

CNY was well..
sleepy.
i slept thru the first day and spent the second converting DVDs to mp4..
haha.. i LOVE hongknog dramas:D
transffered the WHOLE series of 35 episodes of dicey business into the ipod..
now im wholly dedicated to driving myself up up the wall with endless tv,
driving lessons, tuition, a full time 5.5 day work week and try to fit in clubbing and bai nian at the same time.
kewl.
anyways the long weekend was long needed rest for me..
where will civilisation be w/o public hols?!?
anw we found out a cuz robbed at gunpoint..
my aunt's so upset she dint return for cny..
so on the second day mum and i cooked..
:D yum. i ate so much prawns the cholesterols are just happily bubbling inside me.
the eve of the eve of cny two screws in my cam fell out..
the whole inside just popped out..
i nearly died of shock..
haha.. i popped the 2 halves back..
thank god it is still operational..
dad just went to wisma to fix it for me:D
that freaking teeny weeny screw is a WHOLE DOLLAR EACH!!
omg.. made of gold issit..
flew from japan..
pls lahh.. a bag of screws they just tuck them behind the ears of the pilots can alr.. stupid robbers.
anyways..
yayy!! so this fri and sat i can snap as many pics as i want:D
cant wait to steamboat and think at thinkg day!:D

2007-02-16T08:50:00.000+08:00

OMG there is SERIOUSLY no lost contacts in the earth no more!!
haha.. kudos to the inter-connectedness of our civilisation!!
i became more desperate yest while talkg to my BFF.
my metal was cold and lost in some foreign land..
gosh..
i could stand it no more and went online to randomly look up ubi instructors..
called them and asked them who they are..
haha.. mic seems like a popular man..
most could recognise him but only one has his contacts but was in an old diary..
i gave him dad's no. and he kindly messaged dad mic's no..
WHOOOOOoooooooooooo!
and hey presto!
my phone was back :D
(mic delivered straight home)

while being desperate, miao did the same for me and seperately found mic's no too:D
i shall retract my complaint against her and try to waste less water showering at her home next time:D
really impressed with the world's advancement in technology.
gna work now..
love miao:D

2007-02-15T09:00:00.000+08:00

the unprecedented has happened!!!
OMGOMGOMG.. I LOST MY PHONE!!
the sleek sexy BEAUTIFUL V3 IS G-O-N-E!!!!
im so depressed i wna carve a statue of the great one w my bone..
AHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!
and i wont stop complaining about
the lousy batt,
the lousy cam,
the lgginess,
the dents (inflicted by yours truly)
OMGOMGOMG..

BUT THE IS A SLIVER OF HOPE AMONGST IT ALL.

I ***HOPE*** i dropped it in mic's car.
if he doesnt get too drunk,
if he doesnt land his feet on my phone first,
if the batt doesnt die out too soon,
he MIGHT notice the vibrations.
URGH!
i dint even jot down his number anywhere.

not that anyone messages me these days (or any other day)
but i realy miss the little piece of metal.
my date w mic yest was real funny..
he kept cursing all the hokkien stuff (miao.. shall i hook both you up?)

i turn you also must turn!!??
so slow still go right lane!!
never signal want to cut my lanE!!
keep to your lane lahh.. drive so close to the line!

haha.. he was real fast and furious..
we went to open acc at ubi and my test date is july..
ERM...
ABIT FAR AWAY ONLY.
hope to find some cancelled timings that is earlier.

gna go start carving the MOMORIAL.

2007-02-14T13:09:00.000+08:00

innova concert was..
bleh..
there were no drums..
the audience was less than 150strong..
the turnout was much worse than chem lectures..
kar, ps, stevie, weiling, ryan, darr and i were the only seniors(unless you count ian)..
for 3 dollars we gossiped and did the norm lect things..
the horrifying voices promises weeks of nightmares..
well.. at least the company was good.
after that was dinner..
went to food court cos karen wanted to go home if we dint eat food court.
the long johnny craving is still there..
i cant wait to cook tmr:D

2007-02-13T14:49:00.000+08:00

okayy.. im less menopausal now..
i this it's post blood donating syndrome..
haha.. the pompous old man is driving me nuts..
it's so maddening it's funny..
anyway i REALLY wanted to keep this week free cos of mum's bd..
but guess what?
suddenly im going to innova v day concert tonight..
and tmr i have a date w mic the driving instructor to ubi to open new acc.
see what i mean?
i get tangled in stuff before i even know it.
any resumes?

2007-02-12T12:24:00.000+08:00

Im sososo tired
Im feel menopausal, spinster-like, ketamine-withdrawn, whatever.
I miss sn, ij, guides, pingpong, even sicilia mia, whatever.
My life lacks excitement.
only anxiety, anger, monotomy rules.
in the midst of the mundane i try and try to inject some excitement.
but it's never enough.
i pack my days to the brim.
i want to meet everyone.
i want to go everywhere.
i want to do everything.
i feel bored if im not perpetually rushing to do something or meet someone..
worst part's the fact that im STILL bored..
and more tired than anything else.
im like just floating along.
as time eggs me on.
without even knowing it, i've jumped onto the rat-race wagon.
wake.work.play.sleep.wake.work.play.sleep...
you get the idea.
thank god this is just temp.
i cannot take an office job..
im more set than ever now that passion's the key for me.
ms gwee's really wise.
in sec2 during promotion she told me not to just focus on the stuff i like.
but on stuff i dont like too..
how apt.
how tough to follow.
bleh..

now allow me to show everyone how packed i pack my days to be.
(pls be noted on top of all this i still hold a 5.5day week job)

wed
mum and dad went msia to golf again..
so i decided to meet rong for dinner cos her starhub thing happens to be in woodylands..
next week's mum bd..
so i was supposed to get the cake from woodylands after work..
when i reached mum called and told jean and i the causeway's not jammed (jaw-drop!)
so they are coming to crystal jade in cwp for dnr..
ok.. so rong can freeload again.
then she came over to our house to freeload on the cake..
since tmr her starhub's gna be at woodylands so she stayed-over.
i mugged a little for the final theory till 11 and plonked..
(darn the test. sleep was more vital)

thurs
after dropping rong at cwp, dad and i went to amk for breakfast..
THEN.. FINAL THEORY!!
i only did the ten year series book twice (half asleep)..
i dint even have the textbook cos i bought the wrong book lahh..
hehe.. luckily i passed:D
the test ended at 10.45 (i took just 15 min:D *beams)
and my riding theory starts at 12.45..
so it's two hours of microscopic munich watching on the ipod..
because of this stupid timing i took whole day leave lahh..
then i rode..
this is lesson 3 so there's pylon riding and narrow plank riding..
pylon is this course with many cones and you are supposed to weave in and out as fast as possible..
this is my second try at lesson 3..
the first time my instructor was brandon something..
hehe.. he looks like superman:D
SERIOUSLY.
he fits the criteria wholefully..
it's just the pimple marks on his face..
'else he's EXACTLY like brandon routh (*slurp)
i spent the whole previous lesson staring at him so i failed..
and this lesson he was around too and while doing the pylon i nearly bumped onto the curb cos he suddenly popped out and went like
:left, accelerate! Right, accerlerate!
i was totally mesmorised.
muahaha..
but i passed the lesson:D
lesson 4 is stimulator riding..
cant wait.
after riding i spent 45mins waiting at POSB to close my account.
and i spent all of 45secs at the counter to be told i have to wait for 6 months before i can close a newly opened account or i'll be charged $20..
OKAYY.
i withdrew all my money and opened a new acc at UOB.
appiled for 2 debit visas.
one comes w the account..
it's for students and it's called TX..
whereas the other is a mini..
why two? cos it's free! haha.
went home to clean the downstairs room..
spent 2 hours to lug all the oven, toilet rolls, golfclubs, chairs out,
clear the floor of lizard poop, cobwebs, beads and lugged everything back.
then came to tuition at night.
gary's cute as usual..
he scored 17/20 for a science class test:D
second in class okayy!
promise him a candy the next time i go..

Fri
at night dad was real sweet..
he fetched me from seletar to amk station..
i was supposed to help at sicilia mia cos they are grand opening..
but guess what?
i stupidly left the sm shirt at the office..
only found out about it on the mrt..
called dad and he was alr on the expressway..
he swerved from the right lane to turn out at thomson..
nearly crashed (or so he said)
SCREAMED AT ME ON THE PHONE.
sorrysorrysorry was all i could say (what else can i say?)
sent me all the way back to seletar and back to bishan station :D
but this trip was great..
i really miss everyone lorr..
they hed a new bar..
shelly looks much more withdrawn now..
must be the effect of being bullied by everyone..
she genuinely looked so happy to see me..
i feel bad about gossiping abt her w everyone now..
there was lots of fingerfood like prawns, fried chicken, tarts, pizza and punch.
all the guests are so familiar..
i really miss everyone..
i goped lots of food and a 12-flavoured bowl of low-fat ice-cream:D
left at 11..
it's at raffles place so you can just imagine what time i reached home..

sat.
innova funfair..
it's so hot i was all red when i got home..
the funfair's on the track..
all the praying churchie pple are not there..
so basically karr and i just looked for teachers.
hell. i miss innova soso much.
the stalls sucked. haha..
we conned ms naidu of $30 tickets.(she couldnt finish okayy!)
basically just drank lots of milo and ice-cream waffle..
i dint even touch my own tixs..
saw ms fong, mr ng, mr sim, mr teo, mr koh, ms tan, blahblahblah..
mr sim gave us his blog add and it's so emotional i feel all teary and emo just reading it..
ms fong's the same.. all the fengru i allow you to eat.. but just today thing..
im real depressed mr ng is no more tr of pingpong..
and bobo lim got sacked (yayy!)
ms TAF-CLUB LEE is not working there anymore cos she got a better job at ACSI.
so many changes in the mere 2months we left..
ijc already feels like a strange place..
did i mention they (FINALLY) installed a/c in the hall?
well done.
just after we left and bought the tixs for the dumb funfair.
dinner was a huge argument (as usual)
ended at cartel bishan..
st louis pork ribs and soft shelled crab (as usual)
quite sad..
just the 5 of us..
kar, alv, ck, ryan and i ..
no vince, no fel, no ps, no darr..
(friendless club whatt! was i expecting more?)

Sunday (im getting tired of typing)
church and gary in the morn..
went to meent rong at outram mrt to donate blood..
because of gary, i was late..
filled up a form then waited and waited..
for the sake of dying men i sacrificed sourcing future prospects at ntu talk okayy!
signed more forms and waited and waited..
laid down on the slopey chair-bed and waited and waited.
i forgot how painful the morphine jab was..
it was painful.
in no time my bag was full and the machine beeped along..
rong's bag dint even beep lorr..
haha.. she only donated 2 drops of blood..
i was quite jealous.. her nurse? was so nice she kept talking to her..
i still remb her name.. susi.
the only good i got from this was the free milo and choc muffin and finding out my AB+ blood type..
haha.. rong says my blood's cool cos i can receive blood from ANYONE but can only donat to few:D
we went to the coffeeshop opp the HSA for lunch/dinner..
i bought my laksa and rong ordered her oysteregg thing..
she came back to the table saying
:feng.. i feel like fainting.. i wna puke..
i ignored her cos she's always that sort of things to me..
i pushed my laksa to her and said you wna try? it's not so nice..
brown stuff spewed from her..
hohoho..
i pushed our bags away and stored them in a nice woman's stall..
guided a pale looking rong towards the toilet..
she looked so green i sat her down on a seat along the way..
a nice coffeestall uncle gave her some warm water and another auntie offered some axe oil..
thank god she looked better right after..
god knows what i am to do if she faints.
check pulse,call ambulance 995?? cant remb..
her whole shirt and jeans were pukey..
went back to hsa to clean up..
and when we reached the mrt that stupid^^%$$&((&*(^%# realised she left her wallet in the toilet so i hurried back to retrieve it for her..
haha.. their door's so funny..
there was sensor activation when i entered..
but when i was leaving, the sensor did not look..
haha.. lucking i remb just now when we left a security guard waved a stick to activate the sensor..
i threw my bottle up to activate it like he did..
haha.. no need to award me a trophy:D
vivo later..
i feel like a spenthrift..
i spent $70 that day..
must be the stupidity i felt after 3 days of booty-less shopping..
got myself a tanktop (for layering) and the leopard shirt karr and i saw..
we were supposed to eat marche..
but everything was too ex and boring..
so i wasted $5.50 on soft shelled crab(yes.. again!)
and rong wasted $9++ on that plus fried potato strips..
was starved so we got to the foodcourt to get fish soup anyways..
i promise no more of this stupid eating habits aft cny!!
saw ms fong and husband at vivo.
they look so lovey-dovy
singapore is too small.

today.
driving lessons later.

tmr
mr mah just messaged me to invite all my friends to the musicians club v'day outing..
i forwarded everyone the msg and am waiting for a reply..

now you know what's wrong w me?
i want to do evrything, go everywhere..
if only time and energy allow.
im still bored..
anyone wna go base-jumping w me?

2007-02-06T09:10:00.000+08:00

FENGRU IS RECRUITING
looking for talented Dr. Hitch.
job scope:
to help a certain sexy,beautiful,smart,tall,stunning,humourous,exciting,fun,sporty young woman woo her man.

**BASIC PAY + COMMISION IF THE BOY KISSES HER.
***ATTRACTIVE INCENTIVES!!

sounds good?
send your CV to lfrjoan@hotmail.com

OR if you are a VERY good looking Dr. Hitch.

Criteria:
Male (that leaves 50% of the population)
Taller than me (that leaves 0.1% of the population)
sexy,all abs and biceps,fun,cool,rich,nice,owns a harley davidson,pilots planes (acceptable if you can fly unassisted),strong as a bull

interested candidates click here to check for eligibility.

2007-02-06T08:58:00.000+08:00

last sat was the MOST unlucky day of my life..
time and again and again and again bad stuff happened to me..
1)
The day before, i gave mun $50
which is 10% of jan pay.
she wasnt happy and asked for more..
HELLO!! which parent does that man?
is she asking for too much!!??!
all of my friends' parents are just glad to receive their kids' hard earned $$!!
but then again which parent still pay for their child's transport fees and driving/riding lessons?
well.. guess life's like that..

2)
I was waiting for the mrt while on my way to work..
due to the odd shape of my head, the hairband popped right out of my head when i tilted it back..
haha and landed on the escalator below.
erm.. i hope no one saw.

2)
I went jogging round the nice and serene neighbourhood of seletar..
got lost at edgar road..
dint know how to get back to maida.
(how'd i know there's no through road?)
was 15min + 10 min showertime(and shampootime)late..
tsktsk..

3)
Eda quit. that means more work for everyone.

4)
after the fox warehouse sale,
karr and i went town to shop.
guess who gave me GOLD?
yes the pigeon that's about to land on my dinner plate.
(just wait till i get my hands on you)

5)
guess who we met right when i was clearing a little green and yellow mess?
2 certain manly figures in the ladies toilet from next door.
(ok karr.. I WILL NEVER wash my hair after jogging again. see what happen when i first did?)

THE WORST?
even with the little green and yellow mess,
i dint win my 2x 4D..
first time buy okayy..
boo to 1304 and 0302.

2007-02-02T17:19:00.000+08:00

OMG the most exciting thing of my life happened to me!!
I TYPED ON A TYPED WRITER!!
bernie asked me to type the address on a letter!!
OMG the thing was like EEP EEP everytime i clicked an alphabet..
hahah.. im so smart i ownself DIY w/o help!!
wish you were me?

today ying ting from sm chatted w me..
haha.. she got (SORT OF)sacked by mao mao boss..
so i told her the truth about my aunt giving birth :D
hahaha.. filled me in abt bumble being tog w alan..
muahahaha!!!
totally JUICYYYY!!!
and the best news of the day?
i FINISHED keying in the jan membership stuff!!
yayy!!
FINALLY.
have to start w feb soon..
but im cool now..
anyone wants a free club membership?
just kidding. :D

2007-02-01T14:32:00.000+08:00

i am totally dulled by this job.. no amt of clubbing can revive me again.
keying in thousands of membership applications is not fun at all..
i have no life.
i miss school.
i think im pmsing.
i feel menopausal.
i feel like a fish in a bowl.
sbcc is BEAUTIFUL.
i love planes.
i love big grassy windy plains.
im marrying a pilot.
but that doesnt deny the excitement (or lack thereof) of the job.
BLEH!

2007-02-01T14:11:00.000+08:00

I need sleep.
I need sleep.
i need sleep.
a sleep deprived fengru is NOT nice.
I forgot to ask miao abt her little secret..
not to self: remb to ask miao abt her little secret and pass her driving book..
anyways miao is OFFICIALLY my BGP. (best grinding partnaerr)
we hopped from clinic to mos and finally settled at zouk.
im like TOTALLY terrified of that place..
beig there im perpetually trying to get into the dance floor..
(will have a ultimate example to prove my point later..)
as usual miao the hottie got hitted on by 2 boys..
one proudly displayed his vile behavior together w his name.
we got 1-for-1 strawberry magarita and went back w a braver heart..
saw guess who?
no surprise here :D sihui..
haha.. that girl is damn SNB..
miao and i tried (abeit pathetically) to be SNB..
ok miao.. we'd dress to kill next time.
it's easier to go out w just miao lahh..
we are more mobile.
just as i was really having fun at around 3,
a FAT guy stepped on both our feet consecutively..
magical.
he like jumped and landed that 80kg frame on our feet.
ok. best.
now is my (deep seatd) fear for zouk well justified?
spoiler. i actually wanted to cheat miao into staying a little longer one lorr..
as TOTAL LOSERS. we watched mahjong 3 on the pod till we fell asleep at our home.
(your place is mine dear:D)
innovians dont club.
NERDS do.

2007-01-31T14:02:00.000+08:00

Dear GOD.
pls teach me contentment.
Pls always remind me that not every job allows me to go online while working.
pls remind me not all jobs allow me to wear flip flops to work.
pls remind me not evry job allows me to sneak a peak after a night of grinding.
Pls remind me not every job gives me free golf.
pls remind me no job allows their workers to go skate scooting round the neighbourhood.
pls remind not every job is seated amongst such stunning scenery.
pls remind me how lucky i am.
on top of that,
pls tell me sacrificing california fitness, ocbc bank and sicilia mia is all worth it.
dear GOD. teach me to be thankful.
AMEN

2007-01-29T16:49:00.000+08:00

im so sleepy now i may fall off my chair..
practically did nth today..
good thing actually since i did the sofa covers till midnight yest..
they really look good..
too bad they still slide off all the time..
shall find a way to secure them in time to come..
the prime excitement of the day?
we went for lunch at compass mall or sth..
went w jonathan, bernie and wilton..
jon was real sweet he treated me lunch..
i was qt embarassed considering im still new and VERY shy..
ate at the kopitiam in the mall..
i saw a bag i actually like but the shopkeeper's perpetually gone..
oh wells..
if fate dictates i'll go back again:D
cant wait to grind w miao on wed..
dunno if the guidys are going lehh..
kat has to rabbit-sit her rabbit that everone's eyeing for dinner,
ali was like "hurr? we are really going ahh?"
and rong replied "are the rest going?"
erm.. okayy..
if that's the case miao and i can cling on to one another as usual..

2007-01-27T12:05:00.000+08:00

haha..
karr, i've let you down.
couldnt resist the allure of a freebie:D
it's terrible anyway.
feel so sick w just 2 hoo..
*GAG*
this only intensifies my hatred for it and pple who do it.
i hate faggers.

today is real exciting..
eda is missing..
as in SERIOUSLY.
her dad called the office and no one knows where she is..
her cell is unanswered and the boyfriend also mia..
hoo.. i was evesdropping and they mentioning abt some 2k w her..
hope she's alr..
on thurs her some cousin's baby died..
the adventure continues..

2007-01-26T17:07:00.000+08:00

im mostly done here at sbcc today..
bernie who had cancer is back now and she's the responsible one w lots of work..
so i did alot today:D
im qt welcome to the tasks cos i'd feel bad slacking all the time..
but today's job's real meticulous..
first i had to file membership renewal forms..
then came to keying in the daily earnings at sbcc in jan..
whoo!! my eyes are now permanently crossed.
dad's gna come pick me up later :D
shall plan fishing trip now!

2007-01-25T15:21:00.000+08:00

this is the first time i seriously comprehend the meaning of zhong4 se4 qing1 you3..
im too tired to tonguelash alr..
just woke up from a small nap while keying in new member profiles..
went powerhouse yest w karr, fel, alv, sam and darr..
spirits dampened by our stupid leaving furore..
now to think of it i really dont understand why they dint enjoyed it there..
i liked the 5 free drinks..
i liked the apt crowd control..
i liked the company that came along w me..
seriously.
okayy.. the crowd may a little too MATURE (there were uncles and aunties)
but at least i dint have to SQUEEZE my way into the dance floor..
and thereafter perpetually try to squeeze back in due to strong undercurrents..
it's the first time i can just dance w/o other botherings..
well. this is my prerogative.
but if they think otherwise im cool.
aft dbl o im sticking to just mos or powerhouse.
anw sam is qt fun to be w..
that boy forgot his ic and everyone was in jitters trying to make sure he can get in w ezlink..
haha.. contrary to my initial beliefs, he's much more than:
'i can help yall hold your phones'
'when are we leaving?'
'can we go cycling the next time?'
after the outing the girls came my house for a small stayover..
well.. im sorry im a shitty host..
but im shitty whenever im tired..
and pissed.
okayy.. im dead beat now..
later still must tuition gary..
shall hit dreamland for a short one again.
Ciao!